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Abandonment - Our Key Psychological Trauma

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Abandonment

Our Key Psychological Trauma - Feeling Separated from Source

Maurice Turmel PhD

 

Beginning:

I came to this earth a long time ago to learn about matter and to immerse myself in this grand experiment called Earth Life in the 3rd dimension.  I was asked by my guides if I was prepared to do this and of course, I said Yes.

 

Lately I’ve been feeling shaken to my very core.  The root of my psychological distress has been identified as “abandonment”, separation from the Source of my life.  I know this to be true because I can feel it right down to my bones.

 

I never realized how important this was until recently when I relived the whole affair through feelings of abandonment vis a vis my parents in this lifetime.  That image of the moment it occurred burns clearly in my psyche.  I was 4 years old, out on the street in front of our apartment building.  A bully had come up to me and threatened me.  I turned around and looked up at our second story apartment window and saw my parents staring down at me, as if to see “what is he going to do?”

 

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 14 - Coming Home

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Touch

 

What is it about touch that delivers us to Love? We know when we’re being softly touched that it indeed feels good.  A warm caress, a gentle stroke, they serve to awaken us to that Divine presence. It is this Divine presence which inhabits us all and to which we are awakening.

    

We believe that we are different from the Divine.  Knowing that our lives are interconnected with the Divine and with each other, we begin to open ourselves to receiving without question or justification.  To be touched by another not only feels good, but unlocks the door to our deservedness and our inner self.

    

 When did we come to that juncture in our lives where we stopped receiving, as if to say “I don’t really need that anymore”?  We all need physical contact.  We are visceral.  We feel.  We respond to a welcome touch with surrender.  We recoil when blows are struck.  We surrender when caresses make their way across our body.

    

It is sad to hear an adult say “I don’t need it” when touch becomes unavailable.  We are concerned with appearances here, not wanting to appear needy.  In receipt of touch we fear appearing weak, especially to ourselves.

Obama's Victory is a Victory for the Light

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Obama's re-election is a clear win for the Light. All our channeling resources here at the Galactic Free Press have said so, and if you're like me this morning, you Feel It in your bones and Know It to be True.

 

There is no doubt in my mind that the Shift has taken place, that we've crossed over the hump. 1) Obama gets re-elected in one of the most hotly contested races in American and World History; 2) two states pass propositions to legalize Marijuana; 3) another state joins the chorus of recognizing gays and legalizes same sex marriage; 4) a proposition opposing a new bridge between Canada and Michigan gets defeated clearing the way for better trade between our (I'm a Canadian) nations.

 

What this all means to me is A Sound Defeat for the Dark, for the Republican Agenda which is dark through and through, for the attempted controllers of the world, like bridge owners in Michigan, like the Fox News Network and its litany of lies, like the flip flopping ADD Mitt Romney and his cadre of supporters, like Carl Rove and his army of manipulators who have to crawl back under their rocks somewhere, like the anti-marijuana paranoids, the gay paranoids, the "rape is OK whackos" who want you to believe that "it's God's will", like the Bush family who sent in their Army of manipulators, intimidators and cheaters to try and steal another election and FAILED!!!,  like all these Fat Old White Guys who've been running things for so long they can't imagine life without their usual measure of control.

 

DEAD IN THE WATER!  That's where they are.  America has spoken and Her Voice was echoed around the world with a Tsunami of Support from every corner. NO MORE!  NO MORE!  NO MORE cowtowing to the Dark! 

 

STICK A FORK IN THEM - THEY'RE DONE!

 

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 12 - The Voice

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Friendship

 

Sometimes when we are feeling lost and alone, we don’t know which way to turn to renew a friendship.  That close friend we had so long ago seems lost to us now.  They have faded away like so many things from our earlier life.

 

Are we to believe that we can no longer sustain such relationships?  Are we to let go of all those sources of comfort that once enjoined us and caused us great pride.

   

Our affections for others are what keep us alive. Our connections to each other invite us to live again, to breathe in, and to satisfy those cravings for friendship we once carried and then set aside for what appeared to be important matters..

 

 It is untrue that we have to let go of such connections as time marches on.  It is true however, that we have a greater need for each other as the years speed by.

   

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 11 - The Circle

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You Are Enough!

 

 

What is it that prompts us to want to appear grander than we are?  Is it to save face, or some other non important goal that prompts us to pursue this?  Are the contortions required to change oneself, quite dramatically at times, really worth it?  Is it not sad that, while having been blessed with such a humble and yet glorious beginning, we then go out and change it to something less, just to please others?

 

Would God change into something to impress others? Highly unlikely!  So why do we do it?  God is already impressed with who we are.  After all, we are God’s creation.

 

God says to us, “Know this, and know this for certain – You Are Enough!” It is unnecessary to change what you are for another’s sake.  There is no legitimate reason to do so.  For those who feel they are not enough, God wants us to get to know our true self, our inner core, our complete Being, and to learn how great we already are.  Most of us have only caught a glimpse of our totality.  There remains much to be uncovered.

 

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 10 - The Road to Discovery

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Paying Attention

 

Attention! Attention! Attention!  This is what is wrong with this place.  We don’t pay enough attention to our external circumstances.  Yes, the inner life is vastly more real.  But the outer life informs that reality.  We look in mirrors when we look out there.  There is no compromise on this point. One informs the other.

 

When you get up in the morning do you dress yourself with eyes closed?  Of course not.  You look at what you’re doing.  You choose colors according to your mood and your personal sense of style. You look forward to the day and prepare to present yourself in the best possible light.  Plaids do not go with polka dots.

 

So how is it that we continue to forget and choose to block out certain experiences?  Are we not blinding ourselves to some essential reality?  Of course we are.  This is a survival mechanism.  We’ve been doing it since the dawn of time.  Children do it all the time.  Blocking out unpleasantness is a common strategy until we realize we are re-creating and meeting the same issue and situation over and over again.

 

LIGHTWORKER 606: SECRETS OF SHIFTING & STELLAR SELF-ADAPTION by J'Tariah EnRa El of the SS Phoenix

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LIGHTWORKER  606:
SECRETS OF SHIFTING &

STELLAR SELF-ADAPTION 
“STARSEED SUCCESSION & SOUL-SHELL UPGRADING REQUIRES SYNCHRONIZATION STRATEGIES” – GFL USERNET


by J’Tariah EnRa El of the Starship Phoenix
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Dedicated to *M* because you know "who you are."

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Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 9 - Beyond Healing

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Receiving

 

        “Receiving” is a generous gift to us.  Our Soul says “Open and I will pour Love into you”.  Love from God, it appears, which is abundant and most satisfying.

      

It is said that only animals and small children know how to receive.  It’s a natural state for them, completely instinctual, perhaps.  What happens to us on our way to adulthood?  How do we learn to shut out that ever flowing fountain of gifts from God the Creator?

    

Something happens when we become obsessed with “making it” alone and trying to control the flow of good into our lives. This is fear at work.  Fear says you have to do it all by yourself.  Love says Come back to me and I will show you how to reopen that heart so you can once again receive.  Now it is to be a choice.

             

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 8 - The Force

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Grace & Glory

         

Glory belongs to the passing era of competition and conquest, when our spiritual lives didn’t seem to matter as much as they do now.  In Grace, we are pointed in a whole new direction where the Self comes to surface and takes us onto a new path toward spiritual wholeness..

      

       As we are guided toward this mission of mercy, we realize that others’ needs are equal to our own. We are advised that anything is possible, but not as determined by fate as we once thought.  We have choice in all matters, conscious choice.

 

       Where we take this Grace is up to us at this juncture.  We can overdo it as we did with Glory in our past.  Or we can take a new tack and discover something miraculous about ourselves.  We are truly capable of helping one another, through our respective challenges and we can deliver this assistance with compassion.  We can open to a whole new way of being, not measured by what Glory used as standards for success.

 

Conscious Evolution - Preparing for Ascension 2012: Chapter 7 - Conscious Evolution

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Secrets

 

What are those deep dark secrets that we keep to ourselves?  Are they the soundings of some distant past trying to break through to a new reality?  The voice of reason perhaps, wanting to cut across the chatter that is our brain feverishly at work?  Or, is it something else altogether, so remote and bizarre that we can’t even fathom it with the best of detailed roadmaps?

 

     Is this our heritage knocking at the door?  Is it a source of pride perhaps, or a bit of whimsy?  All these possibilities exist in one form or another.  They are real to those who attend to them.  But to us who are waking up to something meaningful and deep, is it not possible that the Creator is knocking at the door and we are about to receive a very important message?

 

     “Remember when I sent you here. Remember our agreement.  I provide the resources and you provide the commitment.  We work together to elevate your life to a new plateau, so that others can see what is possible.”

 

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