SCREW ASCENSION [1]

SCREW ASCENSION!  

 

LIKE STEVE, JUST GIVE ME THE 3 X 3 FT PLACE TO SIT MY BODY AND SOUL!

 

Seems to me that every concept I have held up to this moment regarding the phrase "unconditonal love" even in my own mind is regarding how I would ALLOW others to do their harm. I've been frustrated because my training and simply my "gut" told me "that's not quite it".   So every day for about a year now, I have been reviewing this overly used phrase which alway felt like it was a cover up for cowardice. I finally figured out MY BS ANSWER (I say it is BS because it has no value to another unless they make it their own).  That's the way it goes.; Anyway, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ALSO APPLIED TO MYSELF.... THAT WHAT I FEEL IN MY HEART TO BRING FORTH WHATEVER I WANT TO DO.... WHEN THINGS ARE SO UNJUST. TO AT LEAST ATTEMPT TO END THE CRUELTY. I MUST LOVE MYSELF TO TRUST MYSELF THAT THOSE FEELINGS ARE OF VALUE.

 

I want you to know... in this moment looking back on my life.... it has ALWAYS been that when I stuck my neck out the most... when I really couldn't hold myself back anymore... that a major change happened in a really great way.... so what are we doing here????

 

We are patting each other on the back going.... just love,,, it's all good..... unconditional love.... they will get it someday.... over and over and over.... and meanwhile we don't have enough cohesion and courage to get this show on the road. 

 

What we do here, although a game, which it all is, STILL MATTERS! If we are involved in a game,.... then let's play for broke! Let's play to win.... We have the light we say, so how are we using it??? It is a powerful thing, we know that.... but few of us are using it in a positive way.... most of us, just like in the Baptist church.... WAITING TO BE SAVED!  WE'VE GOT TO GET THIS "NEW AGE" or whatever we call it out of the safety of the pew and DO SOMETHING!

 

"I TRUST MY SELF.... I NO LONGER JUDGE MYSELF FOR WHAT I THINK, SAY OR DO.... TRUSTING THAT GOD SPEAKS INTO MY HEART OF AND FOR  RIGHT ACTION.  WHEN COMING FROM HEART AND IN HARMONY WITH MY WILL, I CANNOT DO WRONG FOR I AM ALREADY LOVE, AND NO LONGER NEED TO SEARCH FOR IT!!.

I AM PLAYING THIS GAME IN FULL CONSCIOUSNESS AND FULLY CONSCIOUS. " I AM THEREFORE RESPONSIBLE FOR EACH ACTION, YET REFUSE TO WITHHOLD OUT OF FEAR. I AM GUIDED, I AM LOVED, I AM FREE!! AND A DIFFERENCE I WILL MAKE.....MITAIKUYE OYASIN!!"