guess not [1]

hello, my names rowan freeway, and im mad, you see, im 16, very strong willed , and well just soo angry, alot of people even my mom thinks that i have a strong spirit and that i will possibly be able to conect with spirits on the other side, thing is, im just to angry to even try, i was pointed in the direction of this web site, thing is, i dont c anything that can help me and no one seems to even want to help by oh lets say pointing me to a certain page on this web site that might be able to answer my questions, so if you see this blog, think to your self, this is a lost child who needs help and if you have a kind heart you would help me with this web site and maybe even talk to me to help me try and figure some stuff out