4 Little Souls - My 11:11 Experience [1]

Sunday was a good day. I meditated. I rested. I did puzzles. I did a little bit of laundry. Life is good. Nothing particularly out of the ordinary happened for me that day. Although, I am learning a new definition of ordinary each day, so that might be a bad statement. Nothing spiritually significant happened to me that day. I am not complaning. It was a good, restful day. I suppose I would say that I was more in touch with my emotions. I got to thinking about Christmas one year when my dad got my sister and I each a pellet gun. We were not too excited about them. My next present was a gift that my mom picked out - a book about Josh Hartnett. (My teenage years... yes). I freaked out and was super excited. My Dad's feeling were hurt. I felt that again. I cried. I released. I forgive.

 

Monday morning, I woke up around 4:00 feeling like I was going to get sick. I sat up and ran to the bathroom definitely thinking that I wasn't going to make it. But, by the time I got to the bathroom the feeling had passed. I sat on the floor for a few minutes, just to make sure but it was gone. I went back to bed and fell asleep.

When I woke up a few hours later to get around for work, I felt... not okay. Tired, icky, bogged down... something along those lines. I went in that morning and ended up deciding to take the afternoon off.

 

I left work close to 1:00 came home where my babies were waiting for me in bed. :) Josh and our dogs, Tonks and Snatch, all snuggling waiting for me to join. Of course, I did. I crawled in between Josh and Tonks and boy I felt good. There was so much LOVE! in that room. I was cradled in a cocoon of Love and I knew everything was perfect. And it was going to stay perfect.

 

I don't know that I actually ever fell asleep but it was a wonderful rest. Once I laid down I kind of just bathed in the energies wondering to myself... why I ever felt worried? Alone? Stressed? Unhappy? 4 LittAngry? I felt silly for ever feeling those emotions. Then, I started seeing things.

 

Everything was black at first, then I saw my "soul". The best I can describe is would be a little blob of light. It wasn't flickering or anything, but I don't want to say it was completely solid. It was oval shaped. Kind of like a grain of rice, just enlarged a little bit. Anyway, there was my soul, sitting in the dark, feeling lonely and scared and sad. Then 3 other little souls appeared too. I felt like it was Josh, Tonks and Snatch. They "told me" (without speaking) that I wasn't alone. I was never alone. I will never be alone. And man, the Love in that room just kind of exploded then. There were swirling colors and shapes - kind of like looking through a kaleidoscope - and us 4 little souls just started dancing around in a circle together. It was grand.

 

It clicked then. I'm never alone. We're all the same. We're all one even though we look different on the outside. Those 4 little souls helped me to realize that even though the paths we take are different, at our core level we're all really working toward the same things - Love, peace, harmony, joy, bliss, nirvana. Whatever you want to call it, I felt it then. In an instant I was everything that was in the Universe. One second I was a platypus swimming in a river. The next second I was a hummingbird flitting through the jungle. In the next, I was a pair of dolphins swimming downstream. Then my perspective shifted. I was floating in space watching our 4 snuggling souls. I watched as Gaia came up and hugged us. I watched as the Sun smiled down on us. I felt my Self smiling down on myself and in an instant the images disappeared, but I was left with the lingering feeling of serenity. It was an experience I'll never forget.