The center of the Storm [1]

After years of questing, I pushed-pulled my way down deeper into the rabbit hole. By the time 2012 arrived I was a different human...So many feelings and no time to "mental think" them all through. The highs are very and the lows are so mucky now that I work hard not to go "there."

 

Being a long time sci-fi lover and always believed in life out there...it was unsettling and exciting to see my clear UFO's around my house to see orbs almost daily since 2010. To learn the "Truth" about the Illumaniti and how far and deep we have all been enslaved took my breath away... But the kicker for me the one where I cried heavily for three days: The moon is fake. Yeah that one unpeeled layers like no one's business for me...It left me raw and naked and unraveled so much of my personal beliefs that for about 24 hours I did not know who the fuck I was or who I was becoming and all I could think about is what is everyone else gonna do when they find out about the Moon all the bases there, the Nasa cover up the whole pie?

 

Now when I look up at the moon I do not greet her. I do not do full moon incantations. I do not light my candles for her. I have been betrayed and cheated and led to believe in something that is hollow full of aliens and their bases along with now captured human bases. Look at the moon....to know that what we view is a hologram and what is really going on there and how it got there in the first place...it just makes a woman's knees go weak.

 

So now I Am on the other side of this and I feel hollow myself. The lies and deceit go so far and on and on...Personally I want to see the whites of the Bushes eyes. I want to hear them try to make excuses or plead for their lives...I want to see them shake and quiver has the roar of anger from eons of slavery hit their ears like rockets being shot off near them. I want to see Mitt Romeny try to explain where he got all his money. I want to get the facts all of them about 9-11 and make sure there is a court hearing just for that. I want us all to be able to tune in and roar when we want to...

The only way peace is going to really be here is if humans get to let out their anger,fear, hatred, and frustrations out....all to clear all to heal all to move on...The aliens have sent us messages how we should act, what we should be eating, no smoking weed. Priming us to be forgiving to the Cabal all before we even get to witness this said event...Well I have something to say to the Aliens: "You don't know jack about humanity. You don't know jack about what it feels like to wake up everyday and know that hell is here pinning you down in all the ways, no work, no money, no food no fresh water no housing and even if you do have these things it is never enough because just as you get ahead or caught up then the rug gets pulled out again and we start over from underneath....I have stopped reading channels for now. I am looking for facts and events. What will be will be. I have no fear. I am tired and angry and fucking fed up. I hold the light for all those around me. I breathe, I commune with myself, I eat right, I am in Nature all the time. My 11 year relationship has never been smooth so whatever we have love for each other..I will take that. I do not believe in God any longer. I believe in Prime Creator. I do believe in Angels and Masters. I know the Bible is 65% false and about 45% true...the Bible is not from Prime Creator. It is man made. All the stuff that made up what we all thought was real is wrong and we have alot of work to do to set it all right.

I am a goddess for Gaia. I love her and I believe in her. So far  as of April 12,2012 that is all I got. I love life, I love humanity, I love nature.