Okay So I Didn't Jump [1]

I was going to jump

but changed my mind

and now,  I can’t get down.

Storms throw up so much  in their wake.

It is difficult to navigate

through incoming vibrations.

And so I go with it.

Flowing with the stream, staying focused,

and grounding best I can.

At least my head is above water.

I’m not struggling in waves.

Boulders still scrap off layers but I let go.

 

You did this for me, stayed stable

when I was down.  Now I’ll do it for you

 and stay in the thick of it holding light.

 

I know you can do this.

Even though chaos churns the waters,

together, there is no stopping us.