Should I Stay or Should I Go? [1]
[2]I think that I may be dying but I’m not sure if it’s a metaphysical death or if I am getting glimpses of an impending physical death. I know that I am ascending. The “talk” is becoming the “walk”. Something is truly happening beyond imagination and theorizing. For instance, a couple of hours this morning I walked through life as if I was alive but keenly aware that on another level, I might have died and simply not been aware of my departure. It was THAT unusual and intriguing.
It’s hard to explain fully but I feel as if I am walking between two worlds that are bleeding into each other. I am becoming more acquainted with a “shadow” reality that is running parallel to my 3D reality but is broader in feel, depth and width of emotion. I am slowly slipping into a comfortable space that is lighter in feel and unlimited in quality. Though I am still here on earth, I am beginning to understand and feel the possibility of living on a different frequency, a different vibration. The feeling is palpable.
I can sense the dimensionality and the layered existences that are available to me as I shift my attention from the predictable to the transformational. As this happens more and more, I will try and write and document the events more specifically. When I am in my new space, all the brilliant understanding and the words to describe what I am feeling are within my reach but when I cog back into 3D, the feelings recede and become harder to describe. My intuition tells me that I could very easily find myself “gone” from here but I am not sure how that would manifest ... Would I physically die? ... Would I be able to communicate with others around me and if so, would it be verbal or through thought/telepathy? ... Would my body still be found in this 3D vibration or will I be vibrating on another level and not be seen by others, in which case, where would my body go?
I know that there are a plethora of “explanations” going around as to what may happen or how ascension will play out, but ya know what? No one really knows and each person will go through the process in a different way, so I don’t want to influence my interpretations by reading someone else's instruction book on ascension. There are some that are here that have no desire, awareness or life plan to ascend, so their experience will be vastly different than mine. I know that I am rapidly awakening now and open myself up to my own personal expression. I was born with this fire in my belly. It’s why I am here. I find myself in a space of completion, as if I am the lock and the key at the same time and have lovingly turned the handle and found the doors of perception open and alive with life. Without a doubt, this “place” is where I am meant to be. It’s hard to describe and will sound “crazy” to some, but this has been my experience. Toujours plus haut!