Aloha dear souls,

I am 17 years old, seemingly the only one awake of my generation on this island, spreading love and positive vibrations. Although I am not a very good deep meditator, nor do I have dreams or visions of astral realm, I am an intense, sensitive, in tune scorpio whom believes in all of this great divine event and all the positive changes. 

My question is if I may still participate in this grand event of meditation during my church service? There is no way out of it and it exceeds 11;11, yet they sing songs and it is all love and positivity. Will I still be able to quietly meditate along with the masses from this place? I am very callow when it comes to these things, thank you and much love!