Heavenletter #4413 Change That Tune, December 24, 2012 

 

God said: 

Even as time does not exist, now is time for you to cease being disappointed in yourself. You know exactly what I mean. You are hard to please. There is no end to the fault you find in yourself. Often you ask yourself: "Why did I do that? Why did I say that? Why didn't I this and why didn't I that?" Your list is endless. It may begin with: "Why is my nose shaped this way?" to "Where has the love in my heart gone?"

Or you may project your plaints with yourself upon others: "What is the matter with those people? Look what so and so said." You may not like the sound of someone's voice, and you hold it against him or her.

Like yourself more. Be content more with yourself, and you will perceive life, and your life, quite differently.

What you really complain about, what your axe is to grind, stems from your attitude toward yourself.

You have picked on yourself enough. You have picked on the world enough. Desist piling on your plaints on yourself and on others. It has been so easy for you to find fault. You can pick at anything.

You do know the cure, beloveds. Count your blessings. Make a different kind of assessment.

You may like to think that you are being noble to acknowledge what you would like to change about yourself. Stop acknowledging, and change then.

Woah! Another strong download, and I’m still feeling the effects of it. Have I said enough that the effects from the 21^st are making themselves known in an incredibly intense manner already? I’ve been Loving every minute of it and each meditation seems to bring me deeper and expose me to another revelation or important download.

I will try to detail this download the best I can from my current state of pure, unending bliss, because I personally see it as a milestone in my ultimate spiritual growth that will garner an intensely-positive new perspective within me.

In meditation, going deeper and deeper and deeper, I found myself accessing realms and planes of consciousness I’ve truly never felt before in this Life. I found myself so submerged within swirls and swathes of pure, colored energy coming at me and flowing intensely yet harmoniously, throughout every aspect of my vision and conscious awareness.

With 3D eyes, December 21, 2012 looked like this:  from 4:45AM until well past midnight I sat, danced, walked or sang in meditation.  There were hours of solitude, some spent in a darkened room, and others in a sunlit room.  Tears were shed in deep grief.  Anger and confusion emerged.  Parts of it aren’t remembered. I slept on and off.

With 5D awareness there was a corridor of golden light beams, sparkling showers of light, with wave after wave of pulsing energy moving through my body – sacred geometric forms swirled around me – still now the visual and sensation of it is instantly accessible.  Joyous blasts of bliss enveloped me.  Yet all around me looks the same.

So what happened?

First let me be absolutely clear – I am speaking to that which is not able to be defined.  As these words leave this screen and begin to be processed by the left side of your brain, this becomes a fruitless enterprise.  I cannot write here about ascension because ascension is not learned, it is done.  I would not pretend to know what it is for your soul.  Music, the language of the soul, comes closest to voicing the experience.  Ascension is a release, a letting go.