Something needs to change, somethings not right. It seems where not going anywhere and it has been this way for a long amount of time. Each time one of us gets the keys to the ride we don't have enough skills to stay in that state for a long enough amount of time to gather all that we need so we can go back at any moment in time. Our abilities fade out over and over again. Father and Mother god have abilities their pineals are open and can affect other humans greatly so why can't we? Sometimes I see things differently, how things affect us, technology, aliens, other beings. How is it that we can not view what we are looking for. The pah we gather here today is on a constant, this constant has variables that shift and change to what we can experience. What I am wondering is why can't we choose more to whats available so that we can begin ascending as a differential to doing nothing. Ascending is old shouldent we be able to experience this when we so choose it. The messages are getting old, it's the same thing over and over. The event should start now and my expectations of it might be greater than what its true purpose is. That G2 cloud thats going to affect the core of the galaxy maybe it is what we are longing for. Things are going to slow people don't experience enough. We learn three times faster when we experience, so why can't we choose the experience if it does not exist, shouldent we be able to create it. There's goto be a way to accelerate change things inside of us. You can't be afraid that's of no use, love is one way, its strong and it changes lives even experiences, but there is more to it. If only we could all go where we are needed so things can begin to accelerate, I don't understand much anymore. All I can do is learn and try to experience meditate maybe once in a while but I'm to simple not complex... when things get complex its because my base signature drive is going on a constant with the variable multiplying in effect.

Whom here has viewed other dimensional beings and had, had experiences that brought them to co-create with the universe in this lifetime? I've seen many beings in what I would call the etheric plane, but to see them I had to stay awake for a long amount of time, and create something that got me in that place. I went trough a process, the first beings I saw was two angels leaving my body and a big cloud of electric smoke falling on me. I got up and could view other dimensional beings and even interact with two of em. One that looked human and another that had an off-world look. I called him my guardian and haven't seen him again but I still got the picture in my head from the day we met, he was the one with the off-world look. The human that I interacted with, I shook his hand and he started floating upwards and went trough the ceiling. There was another one that I saw outside trough the glass of the door. I was a human wearing a green hoodie with what looked like a bag of chips in his hands. He was not moving at all he was just standing there outside, and when I would open up the door he would not be on the other side. I concentrated hard enough to see him again and he dematerialized and transformed into an alien what looked like a little gray. But his body was just an electric cloud rotating and coming towards me. His head looked the same as the gray aliens and he had symbols on his forehead. Roman letters XVIII, XIII something close to that, as he was getting closer I did not know what he was going to do but I guided him to my right side and he floated out in that direction. My guardian I seen him outside, either it was my guardian or an extra-dimensional being that came to see me. I remember looking in the tree where he was sitting and there was some portal with a ship floating there. It was the same night I had written GRinD but I am not sure if that message was from him. It seems we have a lot of different beings watching over us.