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My Interview with Host of New Realities, Alan Steinfeld on 2012, Dec 21st, ET's, Disclosure & Ascension

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Hot of the presses... Enjoy this wonderful interview with Host of New Realities Alan Steinfeld talking about the significance of 2012.

For those who have questions about why this date and this time is so important, I highly recommend you check out this interview.

For those brothers and sisters who are starting to feel fear around this date... LISTEN TO THIS SHOW... You will feel better and lighter and if you are like me, in complete heart space.

For the record, I am looking forward to this date... I am feeling the intensity of the love and light and the acceleration of time.

My being is calling for me to slow down, be present, and enjoy the sweetness of stillness.

Happy Awakenings!

love ya!!!

 

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/cafecitobreak/2012/12/04/cafecito-break-alan-steinfeld-on-the-significance-of-2012

 

Sources: New Realities.com & 2012 Scenario.com

I believe we can create change. I believe in the power of sending light, of peace and prayer.

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I believe we can create change.  I believe in the power of sending light, of peace, and prayer.
  I believe our path is an enlightened one.
 
There is something happening…
When was the last time you really looked around you?  I ask you this question with urgency…
Have you looked at our sky lately?  Have you seen how different the clouds look?  Have you seen or felt our Sun?  If  you haven’t, please do… Please spend as much time as you can outside…especially in the day time.
Many people are feeling it.  The earth is changing and so are we.
Independent sources all over the internet are also hinting at changes and announcements regarding Disclosure, NESARA, A Positive Change in our American Financial System, and more.
It is such an important time to be alive.  Please slow down… Please don’t miss this.
Our lives are meant to be much more than getting up every morning and going to work environments where we play roles and wear masks that don’t fulfill us.  We come home exhausted and stressed, enjoy little sleep, only to get up in the morning and repeat the same cycle over and over again.  This type of lifestyle contributes to our high rates of Depression, Anxiety, Rage, Heart Disease, Obsesity, Cancers, etc…
Don’t you think we deserve more than this?  Humans are not meant to live like this.
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What do you love about this moment?

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Yesterday was one of those days... again.

What was surfacing was anger. Mostly anger at myself for allowing and creating the current situation I find myself in.

Finding a home hasn't been as easy as I thought. In this money hungry society, everything is over priced and most realtors are only interested in dealing with you if you have a steady income.

Sigh...
I only have myself to blame for being up in the air like this.

I have been feeling so lost.

I know intuitively that this is part of the process of letting go, of finding myself, of releasing ego, and embracing the gifts this moment really has to offer me.

After an entire day of anger and feeling sorry for myself, I closed out my evening in silence.

"What do you love about this moment?",  my inner being asked me.

As tired as I was, I knew I needed to do something different to change the vibration I had been immersed in all day.

I listened to a ten minute video of Alan Watts. In this talk, he illustrates how the past is changed by how we perceive the present moment.

 

Click here to see link of video...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-mkia0RE6A&feature=player_embedded

 

"We must abandon completely the notion of blaming the past for any kind of situation we're in and reverse our thinking and see that the past always flows back from the present. That now is the creative point of life. So you see its like the idea of forgiving somebody, you change the meaning of the past by doing that...Also watch the flow of music. The melody as its expressed is changed by notes that come later. Just as the meaning of a sentence...you wait till later to find out what the sentence means...The present is always changing the past."

My sentence isn't over...

In this space, time doesn't exist

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I have a confession...

This song moves me.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb0Ql3biTM8

It sends me to a place where I connect with the soul of my roots and where I feel my ancestors dance around me in joy.

This song transforms me.  It transforms the energy of the room with a sweet of the sweetest taste of me, of my people, of my culture, and of my history.

I play this song over and over and over til I forget the time and allow myself to be in a space between.

In this space, time doesn't exist, neither does the past or the future.

I am present. 

In this present moment, I find that I am eternal.

The music invites me to breathe, to inhale a joyous breath, to be grateful for being alive and for the blessing of being able to move this body in joyous movements.

My body moves effortlessly, moving away from its rigidity, allowing the melody to melt away tensions.

Video Journal ~ My Spiritual Awakening at Present Moment, Troncones Mexico

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June 2010

Here is my video journal of my week of awakening at Present Moment, Troncones, Mexico.

 

 

A week of rest, relaxation, solitude, journaling, meditation, yoga, organic food, peace, dancing, love, candid talks, reading, massages, and reflection led me to slow down enough to feel and listen to my inner being/higher self.

Two months after this video was made, I left my job at MTV, an engagement, and a condo for a chance to live my bliss.

It has been quite a journey so far, but I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.

Follow your bliss.  Life is now.

Many thanks to CJ and the rest of the family at Present Moment, Troncones Mexico.  I will always be grateful for each and everyone of you. My stay there changed me forever.  It was the perfect place for me to pause and finally hear the voice that had been drowned out all of those years... mine. 

Is this dream about disclosure?

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Is this dream about disclosure? 

 

Date of dream: this morning

Location: lowereast side, nyc

Time: around 10pm Summer evening

 

  It was about 10 pm. I was with my friend and her kids at a restaurant.  A friend I haven't seen in a long time shows up. We talk, have dinner and catch up.    

We were walking out of the restaurant onto the streets.  All of a sudden there is a gasp in the crowd around us. Everyone is looking at the sky seeing a huge image of a face flashing different colors and lights. The funny thing is that this image was also present and live on my iPhone, which tells me it was probably live on all video/tv screens.  I began running home to my mom.  I get to my mothers and everyone that is there is moving around so fast.  (I believe my father was there somewhere in the background. My dad is on the other side of the veil) I am rushing around trying to figure out what to gather and I see that my mom and family have already started gathering some items like clothes, food, and water. 

 

Somewhere over the rainbow...

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Today I find myself humbled once more as I realize that uprooting to another location to remove myself from toxicity was not the soulution.  Here I am face to face with the same themes that have been a part of my life... control, insecurities, anger, and manipulation.  There they are in front of me again, different players, same themes.

But universe, I thought I was doing the right thing by removing myself from situations that do not serve me.  I am living a simpler life.  I have given up most of the possessions and titles I have worked a lifetime to secure.  I walked away from corporate money to serve community in a holistic way.

Is this not enough? What more can I give?  What more can I do?  How much more do I need to give up?  Why is it so hard to be at peace?  I have no home right now.  In the last month I have been released from gigs due to budget cuts... I feel lost and so naked.

I know I deserve more than what my current reality is offering me.  I want is peace, love, a harmonious home, financial freedom.  I want the abundance that is mine by divine right.

Sigh, I get it now...  It is not about moving/changing locations.  It is about facing these vasanas and looking at them straight in the eye, with poise, grace, and love.  It is about embracing that I can not control the environment outside of me.  It is about surrender.  I am so emotional.  Tears are flowing out of me so much so that I can hardly see the words I am typing on my computer.

Yet despite this roller coaster of emotions, I can hear my inner being saying to me that before I can experience the rainbow, I need to experience the rain.

She Let Go

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Blessings,

This reminded me so much of my awakening process...  I felt compelled to share...

 

love, light, & delicious hugs,

Rosangel "Angels Angel" Perez

 

She Let Go

Contemplating Disclosure

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It is July 29, 2012
Time 11:50am

 

Blessings,

There is something in the air that feels delicious. I feel happy in a way that is new. I feel calm and in joy. I feel serene and giddy, like a lil kid waiting for Christmas Eve.

It feels like the time is almost here. I can feel it. I taste it and I see in in my minds eye.

I have dreamed about this moment (many times). In many ways, I have been preparing for this all of my life.

And it is almost upon us.

What am I referring to? Disclosure.

For those new to the subject, the reference of disclosure refers to world wide governments making the official announcement that “we are not alone”, that intelligent life exists, that we are related to these evolved beings, and that we will learn more about them soon.

Disclosure means a lot of things on so many levels. For me it means truth. A big chunk of it. It means being released from a world wide illusion.

We are one family.

I am ready to meet my brothers and sisters…

Staying tuned…
Staying in heart center and using discernment.

 

Sending all of you so much light and love. ~Rosangel "Angels Angel"

 

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