Wow, I could have sworn I only put my laptop down for a moment - but here we are Tuesday 11th September already and somehow I missed 4 days!
Time is still playing tricks with me - of late it has once again entered a period of speeding up - I get caught up in something, look up and the day is all but gone! It has been a few months since I last noticed this so I'm wondering if it has anything to do with the planetary window from 6th September through to the 12th.
Friday after starting with so much pent up anger subsided to be a rather lovely day... I have taken up "tapping" and really do notice the benefits (when I remember) to tap my way out of my mood. I did this on Friday and immediately noticed a lightening in my emotional field for which I was very grateful.. It is such a blessing to recognise these things - not by putting additional energy into them - but simply recognising - honoring that is where I am at at that present moment in time and then allowing myself to let it go... I have to admit though, sometimes it works, and sometimes, well.. I guess my ego still gets in the way ;-)
Saturday was an absolutely stunning day in Brisbane, we have just entered Spring here and the day was more like summer (25c) perfect for sitting out in the sun and soaking up the (love) rays... So I did... All day... and you know what, I had no guilt, no thoughts that I 'should be' somewhere else or doing something else or that I wasn't busy... So there I sat, all day and enjoyed the sun.. I did catch up on some YouTube watching though, which led me to a talk by "Bashar" on spiritual circuitry which I thoroughly enjoyed.. He talked about symbols and their ability to assist in the re-balancing of our brain etc. So, I copied the symbols and followed his guide 1 minute per slide (15 slides) each day for 3 days. I'm not sure what the differences (if any) are as yet, but I can tell you why I was staring at the symbols I did feel certain parts of my brain engage which sent tingles or electrical impulses throughout me... I finished my 3 days last night - the only thing I can say is that I got almost NO sleep!
Sunday was another beautiful day, I spent the good part of the day in meditation - again just enjoying the 'now'.. I had a very strong urge to just "be" this weekend. Be still, Be quiet, Be peace..
Yesterday (Monday) I went on a road trip... 3 hours South of me (just near Byron Bay NSW) to visit my parents. Both now retired and in their mid 70's I bundled up my partner and Mr Geordie (my doggie companion of (almost) 19 years) into the car and enjoyed the drive. Spent our time listening to last weeks Blog Talk Radio programs (An Hour with An Angel etc) which sparked some lively conversation between my partner and I.. In the program AA Michel was talking about letting go of the "What if" questions we have ... You know, "what if ascension doesn't happen" or "what if I miss ascension" etc... I find myself continuing to struggle with that exact question... I have NO doubt that things are changing, I have NO doubt that I am changing... But I can't help but wonder "What if....." I took this question into my heart last night in meditation and was reminded from that sacred still space that I do not need to "DO" anything, I have nothing to prove to anyone, I don't need to busy myself with preparations... I just need to "Be"... This concept I'm still getting a handle on.. and I guess it has shown me I still have opportunities for 'letting go' - as that which you resist ... persists!
I do want to give thanks to those of you who have been following my journey and have made comments to say that you are feeling less alone as you realise my 'symptoms' are similar to your own.. I just want to say I am grateful to you. Thank you for reaching out - thank you for the kind words and thank you for your support..
We are all in this together and I am stronger for knowing that these blogs are resonating.
Keep riding the wave - with much Love ~ Joy and Abundance _/\_
