Do you ever realize how many times we say…”hey I’ve gotta do that, I have to do, or be there that time, I’ve got to do this”…in a single day…
Sometimes we loose the control of the stuff that takes us from feeling centered and balanced…
Like swimming against to upstream instead of going with the flow…
Or…do we ever realize how much we attach to the outcome of any plan or desires that takes us from our calmness?…I mean how much do I want something to make me so miserable till I get it…and I ask myself why do I suffer so much to get it?…
Do I like the suffering or do I desire it that much to control me…for whatever the outcome will be…
I realize so many desires are keeping us in the cage of “just desiring them”…and to be a slave to them…
I see so many people desiring so much that they keep it so close to them so they dont have any idea how to keep it balanced in themselves about the outcome…
Fear is the basic feeling that we keep it into it…as it follows as identifying ourselves with our desires…we create a false believe that if our desires are not met the certain envision outcome we are less…and not enough or not complete…so we make our desires the most impossible goal that will just change our everything in our lives…
The Illusion starts with desiring so much that we only think we are full and complete with it…not without it.
but thats the lesson in disguise as whatever the outside circumstances, and whatever happens we will realize that anything outside is not real….or it will never make us feel whole inside…because we have to feel whole within… to realize that we shouldnt attach ourselves to any desires to feel whole inside with anything outside …..
we have to let go the desires to really neutralize our own feelings about it…to not be identified with it … because when we connect to the core wholeness inside we would realize that anything outside is just an illusion that whatever happening is inside…of any circumstances…whatsoever.
When we wanna find the balance within…we have to let go of our desires or any control over them…we have to find the balanced to feel that we are already complete and whole inside…that anything we want so much has nothing to do with our essence or our core beings…we are already complete…we are already whole…
Our desires are only will make it more colorful into our existence but we are not what we achieve or what we have as a material…as you see more you identify yourselves with the achievements in your lives you would realize that you will feel more less inside…because anything is happening as a success…or anything to prove to anybody or what we want so much to show to others that we can do it…..more will take us nowhere…as a spiritual being we are not here for those reasons…..we are already connected to the creator source and we are whole and complete and anything that we desire cant not make us feel whole inside because thats an illusion…thats the lessons in disguise…
I will continue this in a bit…
Love,
Denize S.
PS: Oh well I dont wanna make it more complicated but as I always believe that anything forces mind to think further of its potential then its the better for evolution of the soul…so I will make clear soon 
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Thank you for sharing this.
Thank you for sharing this. We all and FMG knows I do need remindng to desire nothing, fixate on nothing and not invest so much energy on directed outcomes.
I shall allow this to be my meditation note as I embark on this gloriously imagined new week that is almost upon us all.
Love & Light x