HEY, What's Wythe The NYGHTE-MARE Existence?!
Lyke So Many Of You, My BELOVED Brothers and SySTARS, I Have Not HAd The EASYEST or Moste Pleasante Incarnated Experiences During My Tyme ~ Reade Thyse As MANY, MANY Physycal (physical) and NON~Physycal Incarnated Expereinces ~ In Physycal/ Incarnated Form. I Began Telleyng (telling) Of SOME Of My Personal Experiences In Other Blog Posts.
My Outlooke On Thyse Currente Incarnatyon Of Myne and It's Myriad Experiences ~ Many Of Them Slyghtely Un-Comfortable... Many Others EXTREMELY Paine-full and VERY CONFUSEYNG (confusing) To Me Had Me Asking Questyons BIG TYME!!! I HAD (have) Beene Asking Questyons That SO MANY Aske "HEY! WHAT'S THE DEALE WITH THIS NYGHTE-MARISH AND NYGHTE-MARE FILLED EXISTENCE?!" "WHAT ON EARTH DID I EVERE DO TO "DESERVE" TO BE TREATED SO BADLY (reade thyse as AB-USED)?!" and 'GET ME OUT OF HERE/OFF THIS ROLLER COASTER/OUT OF THIS DAMNED NYTGHTE-MARE!!!!!!!"
Thyse Was The Pattern That I HAD CHOSEN For My Lyfe in THYSE INCARNATION For A VERY SPECIFIC REASON:
~ I Have 2 BEAUTY-FULL Chyldren (Son Eric Michael and Daughter Krystal) That I PHYSYCAL CUSTODY Of From Their Byrths on 8 May 1997 ~Krystal~ and 7 Dec 1998 ~Eric Michael~ Untylle 23 July 2003 When They Were "Taken Awaye From Me" By DYFS (Division of Youth and Family Services -chylde "protectyve" service up in New Jersey)... YET I HONESTLY NEVER REALLY "LOSTE" CUSTODY OF THEM OR "LOSTE" THAT "CUSTODY BATTLE" (you cannot TRUELY LOSE what was NEVER a "FYGHTE/Battle" to beginne wythe anyewaye) ~ THAT IS ALL PART OF THE ILLUSION AND MY PERSONAL AGREEMENTS. It Has Taken Me NEARLY EIGHT Linear YRS To RELEASE Thyse One ~ Yet As Of THYSE VERY MOMENT, IT IS PERMANENTLY RELEASED! THAT PART Of My "Job" Is OVER ~ I MOVE ON and MOVE UP In Vybratyon! I RELEASED That Experience ~ THANKEYNG ALL INVOLVED In THe Experience Mynde You ~ BACKE To SOURCE Thyse AfterNoone AFTER Readeyng and UNDERSTANDEYNGE The TRUE INTENTE of the poste HERE ON THE PRESS Titled "The Story that has never been told" (Thyse is the TRUEST Version of Our Angelic Brother LUCIFER's Mission/Story).
~ I Had Already Spoken Of My EXPERIENCE BE-yng My Steppe-Father's Sexual Playe Thynge from 26 Sept 1975 untylle I HAD THE COURAGE AND STRENGTHE TO SPEAKE OUT AT LASTE (it was my mother that I tolde) on 2 July 1981 (one linear month TO THE DAYE before my 11th Byrthe-daye). I Have FINALLY RELEASED That Experience BACKE To Where It BELONGES ~ To SOURCE ~ And THANKED My Steppe-Father For The GYFTE Gyven To Me AND For His Parte In That Experience
I AM Truely Beginning To DETACHE From ALL EMOTIONAL ATTACHEMENTS To People And Events. I AM At The Pointe NOWE Where I DO NOT CARE What Others are SAYEYNG About What I Saye, What I Poste and/or WHO I AM! Thyse DOES NOT MEAN That I DO NOT LOVE Any One/Any Thynge Any Longer! Quite The OPPOSITE Actually... I LOVE EVERY THYNGE AND EVERY ONE UN-CONDITIONALLY!!! Thyse FEELES SO GOODE To Finally BE!!!!
One LAST "thoughte" Here Before I Close This Entry... You Myghte Be Askeyng WHY I CHOSE The Title I Did - "HEY; What's Wythe (With) The NYGHTE-MARE Existence?!" Welle... The Aforementioned Post "The Story that has never been told" Is what Symply What Got Me THYNKEYNG About The Specific Incarnated Events and EXPERIENCES That WE ALL CHOOSE For Our Selves In Order To CLEAR Our Karmic Tables and FINALLY EMBRACE The "Darker" Parts Of Our Selves. To SO MANY OF US... These Paine-full "negatyve" Experiences Are TO BE AVOIDED ~ So Muche So That We WYNDE UP CONSTANTLY THYNKING and TALKEING ABOUT THEM ENDE-LESSLY. We "TRY To FORGET" These Thynges; Yet We NEVER REALLY DO. To FORGET THEM We Neede To EMBRACE THEM For What They TRUELY WERE/ARE ~ Lessons That WE CHOSE To Experience ~ And RELEASE Those Experiences As LESSONS FINALLY LEARNED!
IT IS IN THE EMBRACEYNG OF OUR "MISTAKES" and LESSONS AND DARK-NESS ~ AND THE DIVINITY/GODS/GODDESSES THAT WE ARE ~ THAT WE ACTUALLY DO "FORGET" THEM FOR GOOD and ARE ABLE TO RETURN TO OUR HYGHER VYBRATYONAL HOMES!!! On Thyse I Speake From VERY RECENT Personal Experience!!!
DIVINE LOVE and BLESSINGS and RAINEBOWES Surrounde YOU ALL...
ARCHAEA (ArchAngel) LADY MASTER FAITH/ SEPHORA FyreByrd
