Greetings all,
The last 3 years has been very heavy for many including myself. I have been through some heavy clearing, that manifested in the physical as sickness that in many cases could not be diagnosed by doctors. I literally spent 2 years being sick, it wasn't until I realized why I was living in pain and sickness that I was able to release the causes within myself. I was clearing all the muck that I had created for myself, I was preparing for the great event that is at our doorstep. My plea's for help and understanding were being answered once again!
The last 4 months have been wonderful within myself, "not nessesarily in my environment or home life" I have reached levels of clarity unparalleled in my lifetime(s). Last month I had a huge awakening, as I was practicing what I preach. I just stood up walked to the window in my living room, I started to pray, when I pray, I pray to Mother/Father God of my being, "my creators" Yeshua, my Higher Self, my Higher Selfs family, my guides and all who make up my support Team. As I stood there praying, I was naked,"not literally" I asked for forgiveness for all my shortcomings, I stated only choose Love, I told em all how much I loved them all.
One thing before continuing- You can not fool God! You can't fool your higher Self, your family, you can not fool your angelic support team! You can say all you want, but true prayer is not just words, it is all about feeling it, it is an action that comes from the heart not the mind! When you state your Love in prayer, the words pale in comparison to the energy created by feeling it and meaning it. You can not have doubt, having faith is a start,but you really have to know. Want to know? ASK FOR THIS UNDERSTANDING! If your ego is still in control, sneak a quick prayer in there, ask for understanding and give thanks, knowing that, that which you ask for has already been given and leave it at that, don't think about it and move on. That which you ask for that is aligned with your greatest good will be given to you! Don't dwell on that which you ask for , for only the ego dwells on things.
Then I stated I choose to ascend. At that moment I felt the Love coming from those I was praying to from within, tears flowed from my eye's and I surrendered and entered a state of allowance. I had to sit down and as I sat in complete allowance while tears flowed from my eye's, all the Love I was feeling kept growing and like "fwah" I had what is best described as a little sun in my chest about the size of a basketball, maybe a little bigger. I didn't see it I felt it. This star began to have these starbursts which were very orgasmic...It was happening, I was ascending, my whole body was vibrating and it was growing in intensity and at that moment my ego decided that it had to make one last ditch effort to save it existance...What are your children going to do without you, how will you keep them safe my ego stated, it also stated what if something goes wrong and you damage yourself and I feared for them and myself, I heard a voice that said that is okay don't worry, I was aware of a few beings standing around me I could practically see them, then I asked for it to stop for now, I feared for my children and at that moment like an engine that slowly winds to a stop, the orgasms subsided, the sun in my chest imploded back into my heart chakra and I was Like Thank you thank you thank you for it all.
You all must be thinking, you dumbass why did you stop! I ask myself the same. I am not worried about it, for the first time in my life I am totally on the level within myself. So I will take some time to help others and my family. I feel as if I could at any time, I just need to give the go ahead.
I would like all to understand, you don't need to train your mind any complex tech's, there is no needed formula that you need to know other than ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE! You can not force this, it is all about allowing it. You try to force you will get no where. ASK-ACCEPT-GIVE THANKS-ALLOW.
Have a great day all!
In Loving Service World Bridger
PS. If anyone ever has any questions, please feel free to ask me.
I AM Bird Tribe! As MG told me the Light does not humble to the darkness of the mortal mind. The Light is not humble!
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Thak You Dear Love for Sharing
I had a very very similar experience, and I too stopped it, I know it might be quite difficult to understand, but when you get THERE, you KNOW EVERYTHING IS OK FOREVER, and by looking "back" you see how many are still asleep... and... And You LOVE ALL and feel that ALL nedd to KNOW... and so you go "back".
It's ALL ABOUT BEEING LOVE...
Thank You Dear Brother for Sharing The LOVE You ARE
Thank You Andrea. It is
Thank You Andrea. It is happening to more and more people. When I read Bill Ballard talking about the same thing, I was like very cool more conformation and now you are adding to it!
Thank you for being Sister! Oneness <3