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So I'm very tired and don't feel like typing out the entire experience, but I want to share what happened to me last night.

I was with my friends last night, and after smoking a bowl and meditating with a friend who claims to have reached a very high state, I experienced something amazing.

I realized we don't see out of our eyes, nor do we speak from our mouths. We don't live in our bodies even.

I realized it really kind of all sits and projects from the forehead. 

My entire essence lifted, contracted into a tunnel vision-shaped conciousness, then raised higher into my head, then expanded like the big band and I felt so powerful, but it wasn't a power that could be used in a negative way. I felt like I had sooooooo much power to help SOMETHING with. I put my fingers in front of my eyes and it was almost as if I could see my fingers from above. As I was sitting down beside my friend my imagination zoomed in on a freaking nat crawling up his leg, that was what I was seeing like a hologram in my head, while my body was detached and operating while I was sitting.

I thought to myself "I wonder why I trip man"
then I saw a holographic image of a pill bottle in my mind, with two red and yellow pills.
Looks like I already knew the answer before I asked it.

I was and still am much more aware of my soul, not my body that things just a lame machine, i'm talking about ME, I found ME, and I found GOD in ME. It's a beautiful thing. I wanted to cry. 

I had been with them 3 days, and one of the guys is so negative all the time, and he mistreats his lady, and I just wanted to cry when he was saying the things he said to her. And we locked eyes and I just wanted her to know that she was not retarded and I felt an urge to reassure her that she is a beautiful individual and I wanted to hug her with this deep embracing hug and take it all away from her. My empathy is like throbbing.

Well anywho, I really can't type the experience. Imagine your entire existance taking another shape, blasting upwards, your crown splitting in half, then expanding neverending. I felt like I was on a DMT trip.

Hope this is some nice information for someone. Much love. Namaste.