From: Pamela Shreveport, LA, USA
Date: December 3, 2012
Report of My Tenth Week of Initiations for Rites of Passage --November 25, 2012 – December 1, 2012
This report does not reflect the way I feel now. Something is happening to me. I feel so much
more alive.
Sunday – November 25, 2012
To give to Ma without expectation of return
Does what I’m doing with my time allow me to give my best as a creator? Group Monad /
infinity
Monday – November 26, 2012
Here are some personal notes and notes from this week’s lesson to help me better understand
the teachings:
Walking without limitation
Refusing to acknowledge the negative
Infinity, inter-relationships / interdependence
Giving without expectation of receiving – giving from a place of infinity – no depletion
Ma – I want her eyes to heal
Promises from light beings about prosperity and new governance
My body
My poverty
Spending more time with people as an expression of my divinity.
Experience ourselves as pure consciousness
Radiating a force of light that greatly affects every person we meet and every creation we
desire to bring forth through our illumined form.
We are, through our “divine personality” great builders of form.
We magnetize our new creations. We serve as a fully conscious Divine Human. We function as
a group consciousness.
We are preparing to walk in the world as true servants of the Divine Plan
We work with a completely different mode of manifestation. We may develop expanded
abilities to wield the power to transform instantaneously.
We may be granted the ability to effectively wield the sacred
Fire, command the elements and even positively manipulate atomic matter.
*We, of ourselves, can do nothing.
*It is the Great Spirit within us that quickens all desired acts of our greater service. When our
mind, heart and entire nature is reanimated to Spirit first and foremost, our motivations are
enlivened with the divine power of co-creation.
*Our awareness is now completely focused in the Group I AM Consciousness. As we become
more acutely aware of the divine purpose of our group, we give more of our self in which to
cooperate intelligently.
Our smaller plans and ideas will gracefully merge into the greater whole.
Thoughts of spirit first – what does this mean, literally? I usually think of other people’s
creations or things that I don’t want. What about using those negative thoughts of what I don’t
want to create what I do want? This would be excellent creative practice.
Know God first. What is God? Pure consciousness / Pure Potential. Everything has
consciousness. Recognize the consciousness in all. Call forth its Divine Goodwill.
Listen.
Musing – If everything has a consciousness, then what’s it like to be a piece of toilet paper? We
all have a Divine Purpose.
God represents the core energy of all true desire and its outward manifestation.
Tuesday – November 27, 2012
I’m still having judgmental thoughts, but what’s fascination is that my guides are asking me,
immediately as I recognize these thoughts, “what do you want?” What I didn’t understand is
that in answering this question, I’ve been creating.
It’s like what Abraham said creation or attraction is born out of contrast. By transmuting my
judgmental thoughts into thoughts of what I really want, not only am I creating, but I’m doing it
in alignment. Those judgmental thoughts come from a desire to change things for the better.
Wednesday – November 28, 2012
Yesterday, I woke up with a throat ache and flu-like symptoms. When I found myself focusing
intensely on the pain, I realized that I wasn’t focusing on what I wanted. I wanted my cells to
regenerate themselves. I called on the white and rose pink flames. Oh, I felt so much better.
When I realized what I was doing, I understood that I still have some very entrenched ideas
about my physical presence on earth and they are all based upon lack. This week’s message is
very important to me because it takes me deeper into understanding abundance and infinity.
I wanted to make some decisions about the way I treat my body based upon Divine Intelligence.
I’m encouraged by my more open attitude. Instead of beating myself up, I find that I ask myself
what I really want. I’m finding more and more that answering that question is an act of creation
that allows me to feel like a creator.
Trying to keep God as the focal point of my thoughts, feelings, and actions allows me to see
how easily I am distracted and, as well, how good I’m becoming at redirecting my thoughts to
God and creation.
*Repeat this and command the flames for creation of the Divine Plan: THERE IS NO GREATER
POWER THAN THE GOD WITHIN ME. Learning to command authority.
The authority is granted by the knowledge of the power of God within me.
In this way, I magnetize my signature to the group monad and draw unto me everything that I
need.
Thursday -- November 29, 2012
At the women’s group that I attend monthly, I admitted to a friend that I am unable to
consistently keep my word to myself. She suggested rereading The Four Agreements. I agreed
to do this.
The weather here has been amazingly amazing. It’s been tropical, really. The fall leaves have
stayed on the trees longer than usual. All growth seems to have slowed down. The colors are
just awesome.
My sister called, wanting me to do something for her that would be a huge inconvenience
for me. She’s moving and wanted me to stay at the new house to be there so that the utility
operators would be able to have access to the property. I agreed, reluctantly. She wanted me
there early in the morning. I wanted to use this opportunity to practice renunciation.
I experienced the simplicity of enjoying crocheting…no…I experienced the simple joy of doing
something I enjoyed. I just let go. I was present. It felt so easy. I would like to experience the
stability of this mindset. Raphael’s green flame can help.
Friday-- November 30, 2012
I learned, before I left, that I would have to be outside in 50 degree weather for about an
hour or so and that once inside the house, there would be no heat. I used the light to make
adjustments to these conditions and discovered that my sister had a pecan tree on her property
that produced pecans that were about two inches long each. I started harvesting pecans. In
grocery stores, pecans cost about $6 per cup (8oz). I was really excited about harvesting these
nuts and the earthy scent was wonderful.
When I returned home, I discovered that I had left my bag in my sister’s car. I could not get
her to bring it back. My ID and library card were in that bag. I realized that I was panicking. I
was angry that I could not get my bag back and I was scared because I realized that I was still
capable of panicking this close to ascension. Also, I was still suffering from cold symptoms.
I worked hard to burn away the fear and the anger. After I calmed down enough to stop the
panic, I was guided to remember that my intensions did not demand what I felt I was missing. I
was guided to go to sleep, take a nap and then go to the library.
This worked. On my way to the library, I remembered that I am light, that I am protected, and
that I am loved. What I really wanted help with was eliminating my judgment of my sister and
her family. They express a lot of criticism and judgment. I did not want to spend the next day
listening to them while I helped them move in, but I also realized that I am the light in the
darkness and that helping to transmute my energy would also help me to transmute their
energy.
There was one other lesson for me. I had been asking for assistance in giving up eating meat.
I wanted to achieve a consistent commitment to this without worrying about lack. Before my
sister left our house, my focus was on eating a hamburger that my sister had bought me as
compensation for helping her. I didn’t want the hamburger, but I ate it because she bought it
for me. Not in any way that I was conscious of was my attention directed toward retrieving my
bag from her car while I had the opportunity.
I decided to give up meat. It was time to make this commitment.
Saturday -- December 1, 2012
“We can be in control of the storms and other stressful atmospheric conditions, every one of
us.” Co-Creation
I know this is talking about natural elements, but it also applies to what is happening in my
everyday life. This is how I can remember to release fear – by using the Divine Rays of Light.
This is what I mean. I want to believe that I can control the elements. In fact, I know that this is
possible, but it is difficult for me to trust when I still believe in the reality of lack. I still see lack.
My life still moves in the paradigm of lack; however, what I am also experiencing is guidance
that I am beginning to trust – guidance to use the light to face the fear that lack inspires.
What is happening is that I am trusting that I can use the light to control the storms of my life.
Each little victory allows me to know this consciously.
Because of my ego, I wanted to be one of the ones who would ascend to full consciousness in
the blink of an eye, but I’m also beginning to appreciate the necessity of a gradual ascent.
Summary --
This is an incredible journey. I am learning so much. I am deeply grateful.
