Seperation

This is a strange subject, indeed.

because, I no longer feel the pain of being separated from

anyone.   It does not matter to me that I have nobody to talk to.

I have no need for whatchamacallit..? soulmate.  But, I never felt

alone nor lonely.

It maybe because I have lived like a hermit for the past

decade or so.

I ask myself , why so, and it appears that I am naturally connected

to the energy we call nature, .the trees, the birds , earth, grass.. ,,,,It appears that

i am inside a sea of energy that is encompassing., and i am totally at peace with it.

I also have learned to master my emotional-mental bodies , so that I can tell them exactly what reactions I expect.  It helps.

Wait..........

Here is the weird part.  There are a group of consciousness

perhaps that part of me that is called the invisible negative polarity entities. 

they have been trying to turn my life upside down. It seems every time I master

a lesson, comes a harsher one. You heard of the saying that once you master your

(lower bodies) mental-emotional bodies, you have mastered the Universe

duh...........!

These entities are  heavy on the program called 

"enemy patterning.", in the attack mode all the time.

so, what I have now isn't loneliness and separateness but

dealing with entities trying to get me into being "separate" instead of being "whole".

Bummer.

J..............