Hello humanity,
Some, not all, of you may have noticed that as you progressed in understanding who you are inside, that you could not fully shake negative influences and drama around you. You may have thought positive, done affirmations, and all other tools with only marginal success. Some have said that the old energy "dies hard", and that is true. However, there is another factor to consider: For the "bravest" of souls, you actually chose to dig really hard into lower vibrational energy for what really is a short time in order to help uplift everything.
Brave may not be the best word, since your souls know exactly what they are doing. Metaphorically, I have two scenarios to consider:
* If you are trying to clean off a beautiful gem that has been buried in soil. Do you clean off that gem by keeping your own hands clean but leaving the gem alone? Or do you lift that gem up and soak it with energy (water) until it's clean?
* If you are trying to lift a box to the next floor, do you do so by passing your hand over the box and then walking up the stairs without the box?
Both these metaphors seem silly, but they have a point. You had to anchor "deep into the muck" a little to pull it up. This is not about you, but about those you are here to help, who will ultimately solve the puzzle for themselves with a little push. Many of your souls are capable of ascension, no problem, and have done it countless times even if you can't believe it. It's really not that difficult if you choose the right energies to incarnate into. So if your souls wanted to just experience ascension, this wouldn't be the first reality to pick. There are many that are much better :-)
Beyond just the joy of experiencing new things, one major thing many of you came to do is help those who believe (falsely) that they are stuck, and of course enjoy experiencing the transformation first-hand along with the reciprocity of energy. So in order to do so, you decided to anchor down into that low vibrational energy - some more than others - so that you can entwine yourselves in it as you pull up the vibration of yourselves. Therefore, you are pulling up the vibration of all the energy you are entwined with as well. Looking at it another way, you are anchoring higher vibrational energy into this reality but in order to do so must interact heavily with the reality.
Now, the work of becoming entwined in the energy has already happened for most of you. So this is not to encourage you to go seek out lower vibrational energy. No. Instead, it is to explain to you why you may have experienced some of the things you did over the course of the last so many years when your intention was to break free and experience nothing but positive. Have some of you felt like you were being bashed over the head a little by "reality"? You are not victims, this was by choice. You have been doing a great job at raising your vibration, however you have an awful lot to uplift. So don't judge yourselves if it doesn't happen overnight. Don't fall into despair, and don't give up. Keep working on raising your vibration and sorting out messes that naturally occur in your lives. Focus on bringing balance, and love those who have been bashing you over the head, but don't let them bring you down. If it helps, think of yourself as Atlas slowly lifting the world or some other image to give you strength. You ultimately will succeed. It doesn't happen overnight, so just hold fast.
At this point, over the course of a decade or two, you will start to see the fruits of your labor, gradually. It will finally be obvious and you won't have to look so hard to find signs of change nor will so much "slipping back" in vibration occur. Those who were subject to lower vibrational energy - those whom had energy you have been unknowingly lifting - will gradually start to awaken and join you in lifting up all the energy. When that starts to occur, then everyone will begin to "break free" and things will move rather quickly. Finally, when you get to the point it is about to stick, you have the final responsibility of helping to hold the vibration. When you get to that point, much of your "memory" will have come back, and it will not be so difficult as you can imagine.
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Brian, the Dragon
In other words, "No mud, no lotus flower!"