Twelve Insight Journal June 9 2013
At one time you mentioned that you create what you do not deal with. Could you elaborate on that?
T’cha. You create what you do not deal with. If you stuff it within, it remains in your vibration and emerges into your physical experience to confront you directly.
Many of you attempt to circumvent the emotional processes involved in clarifying your creations. You would like to skip all that messy, unpleasant feeling, emotional stuff and just dive right in to the good stuff. And we agree, we don’t want you to spend a lot of time indulging in negative emotion. But at the same time we don’t want you to ignore it either. Nothing will bring something (negative) roaring into your existence quicker than denial.
You can’t pretend it’s not there. So when you feel negative emotion it is a message from your inner being—your greater self—that something very important has been stirred up by your experience. And you must ask yourself. “Why is this topic so very important to me that I should feel this way?” If you were not all that interested in the topic, you wouldn’t feel such negative emotion. If it were not a concern, you would pay no attention.
But here it is rearing its ugly head, disturbing your peace and tranquility. So you must take pause and identify what it is that you do want. It is from the contrast of your experience that you become aware of all the things that you are holding that are less than who you really are. The only reason anything comes to you, into your awareness, is because it is already part of your vibration somewhere within you. Law of attraction is quite firm on that; only that which is within your vibration can be attracted to you.
So these things are going to come up. And it’s just part of your practice to find, to clarify, the nature of what you do want, out of this experience that is not to your liking. The Universe is not out to get you, because none of it occurs outside of yourself you see. It all occurs within you first. You may have ignored it when it first came up. You may have added to it gradually over a period of days, weeks, or years. You may have thought little of it at one time, and now its importance has become greater. But it will always come to you.
It may seem a little bit like karma, these vibrations that follow you about, but you did create them at one point in your vibration, and you can re-create them now. You re-create them now by identifying and shifting your attention to the underlying topic that is of such great importance to you. Everything is happening here to aid in your expansion, even that which is disturbing to you.
You are powerful creators, more than you know,
~Twelve
