I haven't posted in a long time as I have been going through my own adjustment which started months ago. I knew I was supposed to be doing things yet I didn't feel the communication was coming. So late in November I was listening to a show and someone did activation which started a whole mountain of things to happen. I can say it has not been easy. I have been attacked by negative forces and as I really didn't know what was going on fully until the last couple of weeks or even couple of days I can tell you it is likely you are being protected. AAM had to seal of a CIA remote viewer who had placed a pyramid over my bed a few days ago. It had gotten bone chillingly cold and as soon as he came and fixed it I realized I was warm again. Anyway, I had a nice discussion today and we should all be manifesting our own reality very soon and getting our gifts in part depending on how hard we have been working on our inner selves. We will all certainly be free. It has not been easy but there is no other way than to face yourself. Believe me I tried and it doesn't work. As Bill says stay in your heart and if that means crying then cry. It is good to get it out as we are all so very loved by heaven. I would highly suggest checking out the email chain at American Kabuki that is now up and will explain a lot about the 1776 trust and the removed Poof Message and how it ties to what Sheldon Nidle is saying. Hang on to your hats we have a wonderful life and many suprises but we all need to come together.
I AM has been doing the children of the Sun Initiations. Sunday was number 9 and a doozy! It was so intense it just laid me out but I AM knew something major had happened so I rested most of the day. Monday was wild and wonderful but overwhelming by the end and I AM had to ask my guides for a slight slow down so I AM could work through yesterday. Anyway, the chimes/ringing started changing after a brief meditation and the sense of bliss and joy became overwhelming. I AM felt myself going above the ringing tones which were very comforting. As the day went on I AM noticed not only the feeling of joy but also the surreal nature of the way things started to look. I AM noticed the sky change colors to a much more beautiful hue. Also, once before when working with masters of Chi Gong I had been in magical situations where the surroundings started sparkeling. Well, that started. Then my pineal gland and third eye kicked up big time and it felt like my cranium was going to explode. At that point I called a healer I know locally as I didn't expect all this so soon-or without some guidance as is almost always the case. Well no luck. The headache and other symptoms got so intense I AM had to ask for a slow down although I didn't want to as I AM had to work. I took today off and after doing some research I AM realizes I AM pretty close. I AM believes I am somewhere in the early 9th Level so expect to need down time if all continues. What a 24 hour period. I would love feedback from anyone else who is going through this period or has gone through it. I AM FEELS this is going to be a big deal and won't be long now. I AM has gone through ascension symptoms for a while but nothing like what happened in just one day. I AM so looking forward and am back on track with my HEART=LOVE. UP, UP and AWAY! (I HOPE)
The last few weeks and couple of months have been full of magic beyond my wildest imagination. I started meeting new people about 3 months ago and was led to the most amazing healer and spiritual person. We connected immediately but at first I AM had no clue as to the extent of the connection. I AM went for a healing (medical I thought). I didn't know in addition to being a healer, he is also a Peruvian Monk, does Rolfing, reflexology, healing tones, etc, etc. As he worked on getting my physical body back in alignment we both simultatiously started vibrating to each others chakra's that goes way beyone any emotion I AM had ever known. It is as if immense amounts of pure joy and love are being exchanged between us. I AM now knows my twin flame and the dance is accelerating. IT has been so joyous I AM can't explain except to say that WE ARE very close. LOVE AND LIGHT to all. WE ARE ALL THAT.
Since the 11/11 everything has been a whirlwind of joy, discovery and a new profound sense of Gratitude. This site has helped guide me and almost always someone has just posted some incredible insight that had just hit me or hit me soon after. Having that level of support has been wonderful and I AM wants to thank everyone here. About the only thing I haven't read today has been about accommodating this new expanding version of I AM although it does seem it will adjust pretty quick. I AM almost posted Why Wonder Woman is Bigger than Life-LOL. Today was one of those moments when suddenly the joy was so high I felt my skin would no longer hold the bliss within. A few long breaths helped ease the strain but I AM understands why we are 8 ft tall. It is hard to imagine putting all this in one fragile body. It has been a week of expansion, revelations, psychic messaging, knowing, bliss, new friends and more. Today, I AM so grateful to one and all here and for every experience that is happening along our road.
I AM just got off the road from a town about a 45 minute drive North of KCMO and saw at least 20 very large UFOs in the sky. Once it the city I saw several but most were higher although one was down pretty close. They were the V shape with blinking lights and one that was a line of 3 lights. Any one else?
Breaking on MSM General Petraus head of CIA resigns because of extramarital affair. MSM questions this-on MSNBC. Wonder if he is one of the people putting pressure on the President during the last 4 years. Wouldn't be suprised as he had been around a long time and very powerful?
Last Sunday I AM started taking over I on a physical level. For several days I seemed to be changing but couldn't put my finger on it. Yesterday, I AM was able to go to the park (warm enough). There was no small i interference and I AM was able to go into a deep meditation. After a while I started FEELING as if my body was changing-little tingles and electrical. I AM started seeing the structure of the energy holding this presence into place and started seeing different geometrical and crystal formations. At the end of meditation I AM was in a profound place of peace. I AM noticed things looked different-everything had a sparkle, the wind seemed to talk. As I AM got up the landscape started spinning. It has done this before but not to this degree. Some other things yesterday but today I AM awoke and meditated. I was on the other side and my body is being changed to a crystaline structure. As I AM writes this there is a great sense of Peace and Joy. Also, an objectivity. I had a message a few days ago that the storm did have a purpose, one of which was to destroy the ability to manipulate the vote and other controls the PTW thought they had were wiped out. Ocassionally I will watch parts of Rachel Maddow. Last night at the end-switching channels-she announced there was a special sunday show-just because? Rachel has a hard time lying and there is a distinct FEELING that there are announcements. Then the arrests of 33 banksters were posted. This morning HP actually has the CIA link to Bengazi as their lead story. The word is being leaked by "insiders" about Ryans possible future and suddenly the polls have shifted. I AM FEELS the BIG AWAKENING is here? Anyone else having the same experiences as I sure hope this is real. How can we take on our light bodies before people wake up?
Time seems to be harder and harder to grasp. I AM can't quite remember when but it was recently that I AM got the message as did many it was time to focus on our own healing. A very good piece of advise. I think 2 or 3 days ago I AM woke up feeling very odd. It was like I AM was and IAM now more transparent like the wind could blow through me. I recall reading about the rewiring and feeling light or changed. It definately happened. That day it was hard to get going but once I AM did everything as the day wore on seemed to be at peace. No more anxiety. It has been a couple of days (think) now and this great sense of calmness is inside and I AM does not seem to have to fight for the quite times of peace. Meditation is easier. I AM seeing and feeling WE ARE much more integrally. Information is coming quickly now even to the MSM-maybe not what we see but certainly big hints and sometimes direct hits we would have never seen before. We are on the verge on planetwide peace and abundance so that more information can be released and everyone can heal. I AM yesterday saw my own internal portal ready to go for the real change to a light body or at least that is what it FEELS like. I AM so grateful and humbled by the Divine FATHER/MOTHER, Angels, Archangels, etc and for Each of US. We made it. The hard work is over but there is still much to do. Undoubtedly there are still tests to come but the big ones are behind us which is beating the DARK. They are all but history.
For the last couple(or three) years I have not been able to do a lot as a result of lingering medical issues. About 2 months ago I found a weekly meditation to go to and met a wonderful Yogi and we have become friends. She took me out last night which is the first in a while as nights weren't my best, but I adore her. I AM was introduced to the most wonderful group of healers. What a gift. My friend had seen a astrology chart she really wanted but couldn't afford. Anyway, we got to this store which sells unique things and she showed me the most cool hand made astrology chart made with pieces of metal detailing each sign on a big heavy round piece of finished wood. I didn't know why but checked to see if I had the money and bought it as it wouldn't be there long. This morning I woke up and realized I had purchased it for her. She has taken me into her heart and led me to people who I felt at ONE with which has been a long time. I unknowingly was able to return something she loves and wanted very badly. I get to give it to her tomorrow! Since the 10/21/12 portal it just seems that LOVE keeps pouring in and is not being stopped up. I AM has been in a daze with all the changes and after reading the article earlier about planetary portals think I have found a group to help with this. When the student is ready the teacher will appear and my guides have never let me down.
PS-Is anyone else finding they are having some problems hearing regular people? Not all the time and not everyone but it is kind of like the ringing is different but my hearing of "normal" people is now off also?
Yesterday was such a great revelation and increase of energy for me and I AM grateful to all who seem to be resonating with the same messages. One thing I realized was that I AM have to now focus on myself in order to give to the light. I relaxed and let the energy just flow and it has been a great experience. I have such peace but I AM giving more love and light to the Universe than before. In meditation it feels like I AM was looking up only 2 flights and could FEEL all the angels saying slow down and integrate for a while but we are waiting. What a great feeling of LOVE. It is a new day and a new Universe.
