I think I passed a tipping point and don't know what to do. I am asking my angels and guides(YOU) for help today to understand and what to do. The last several weeks I have been as though in a trance, preferring to be in the NOW but struggling to deal with 3D reality. I FEEL like I have become an observer to the point of disconnection and am not sure if that is good or bad. Yesterday, I woke up and had an out of body experience or guess that is what it was. I was ONE with a Hue man angel who I could see through. I FEEL as though I am not part of the world anymore yet went to work. Around noon I had to tell him I was not well as I couldn't concentrate on anything and am home today. I want to go forward but still have to support myself yet am having problems concentrating on earthly stuff-things that are put on us forcing us to do useless tasks when there is so much that needs to be done for humanity. I FEEL the need to move on but it is not the right time-yet. I FEEL big things coming and I am supposed to wait yet how do you still function? Thank goodness I have sick leave but I am lettting others down which is not like me. I have had some days or smaller times like this in the past months but this one FEELS bigger by far. Hope to get some perspective on what to do from others. WE ARE ONE!
Did anyone else notice something around noon today. I had gone online to quickly check the global peace initiative but didn't really have enough time to do that and meditate. I shut my door and immediately (or it felt immediately) I began to go to a 5D vibration level which I have never done before without music. I was focused on love and light from my heart when suddenly my whole forehead was lit up with golden light. I knew I was connected to the grid but didn't know from where. It seemed and still does that my consciousness is above me. I felt an incredible joy and knew I was connected with other lightworkers but couldn't see them. I felt like there were additional golden threads going out in all directions and pillars of light were everywhere. It has been about 2 hours now and I feel like i am between two worlds and definately want to stay in the good one. I still feel like my awareness is above me although not as strong. I really want to stay and grow in the new world I visited. I am been there before but not for as long a time and not in so pure a way. I really am so ready to reclaim my I AM presence. Just curious as it was noon when it happened if it was the global meditations or what?
For many years I have tried to figure out a way to help those less fortunate and 2 weeks ago I found a possible way to fund the project. For some reason though it seemed to not jell as it normally would which made me sit back and think. Then last week my angel didn't see me although I did talk to him. I have been restless and doing a lot of meditation which helped but today I woke up and just didn't feel right. Anyway, I went to work and took a break. While looking at the sky I saw a plane flying with chemtrails but amazingly they were disappearing right before my eyes within yards. I went inside and later had read a blog speaking about trying to manifest a particular thing or situation vs. manifesting with everyone. I suddenly realized that was exactly what I had been doing-so 3D. I think/hope it was the end of my trust issues and need for perfection as suddenly a sense of relief washed over me. I went outside again a little later and saw another plane also seeming to spread chemtrails although it was a bit high. Sitting there watching it went behind a cloud and Never Came Out! I waited quite a while and watched the clouds themself slowly thin out. I got the message and I am ready to Ascend and belief it is very close to disclosure or that is what it felt. An interesting and revealing day for me. Kind of felt like an onion peeling away the layers of myself. Maybe an artichoke-they are much better to eat and a fresh one sounds really good!
I had a computer break down this week and just got mine back. It was a traumatic experience-not the lose of the computer but feeling like I couldn't talk to my friends. It was fear of being alone-luckily I realized it, blessed it and let it go thanks to my inspirational journey and learning I have found here. The next day I woke up with this amazing feeling of lightness I had never had before. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before and it feels like I left something behind I didn't want and embraced something wonderful. That day I saw many people but there was one person who stopped by with a wonderful glow. I asked him if he felt light and he looked at me and said he was just feeling it. I wonder how many else have had that sense? It doesn't feel like losing physical weight but lifting of the spirit. Today I have been meditating and really let go and quit thinking. It has happened before but not for this length of time. I knew the light was being spread so I wasn't worried I had not done enough. I saw one of my angels for the first time and knew who it was and why she passed. I felt such love and support. Amazing the depth of things we don't see when they are happening. It feels as though the fourth dimension cannot be far away if it has not already started. I love you all. Namaste
It is amazing how many different places are talking about heart centered consiousness. I was watching a video today about how schools, media, establishment have not instituted the new peer review science that has proven Darwin was wrong based on DNA recovered from the times that we were to have evolved. Science found there was NO way that could have happened. In addition, science has found numreous civilizations dating at least 11,000 years ago but still teaches we are only 5,000 years old. That realization was stunning as we are depriving our children of basic information. In addition, these institions are not teaching quantum physics about how our heart intelligence is much stronger in an electro-magnetic way. It shows how 9-11 affected sensors on the moon, etc.
Anyway, from that I found the Iniative for Heart Math and the Global Coherence Initiative that is promoting heart healing and peace. Interestingly for me I had visited one of their sites but just recalled called the global care room which I had visited before. My point is it seems like all communities are at the same HEART place but I have to wonder if or how we are all working together. The Galactic Press incorporates most of the various Metaphysical sites(THANKS as it is tiring to have so many places to go to) but wouldn't it be great to coordinate with other big players like the Institute for Heart Math and The Venus Project?
Two days ago I was at work and someone who is there briefly once a week and who I had met casually came in and we started chatting. He brought up issues relating to helping others. It evolved quickly into an area I was not expecting and at some point said "You are an enlightened being" This blew me away and we both looked into each others eyes and immediately understood. Not only that but I immediately felt the love there. It was an amazing validation that I was being watched and I am still digesting this. I can't wait til next week. On top of that the energy has been amazing and I am feeling incredible downloads! What a great week. Synchronicities seem to be happening quickly.
I have been traveling another reality as long as I can remember. The first real wake up moment came after a spiritual healing from cancer in 99 and heavy involvement in Reiki, Chi-Gong, Yoga, etc. I was healed when negative physical energy came pouring out of my heart during a Healing Touch session. This was followed by many amazing things that changed me forever. I was led to return to Kansas City due to my parents age and could not connect with anyone here doing the kind of work I had been so got sucked back into surviving in the world that was available. Over a year ago I was again called to awaken and started searching the net(something I had never done a whole lot in the past so excuse my lack of knowledge on postings or let me know if I mess up). Anyway, since the first of the year I became aware of this site and it has become my compass. Yesterday I was blessed with a conversation with MotherGod and since that have been in a state of bliss. Today it seems another step on my road as My third eye illuminated the Emerald Tablet which has let loose an amazing outpouring of beauty, light, love, fantasy that I can't explain but readers will understand. I want to give thanks to all here who have helped me and I know there are thousands throughout just the US that have been searching as have I with no central group to talk to close by. I am seeing/feeling more change it seems each second and just want you to know how important you are.
