~~Sit down and breathe deeply,  see a light above you coming down in front of you.
 Now it gets bigger and bigger also envelops you, you are now  protected by this light.
 Imagine that you are standing in front of door into a beautiful tree.
 SEE how the tree grows  bigger and bigger-feel  how its secure foliage enclose you and also protect yourself.
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 Infront of you front of you is a door into the roots of the tree.
 Go through the door-and close it after you-inside the door are a elevater
 You are now elevating down along the trees roots, you're now down to the root system the tree force
 Feel how you are filled with Red energy from Mother Earth.
 Now open the door.
 Above you'll see a long wide path.
 There, in front, you will see a glimmer of light, imagine now that you begin to go down this path, and that the light you see getting bigger and bigger.
 You are now in frontof this big fire
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 Go up to the fire also look into it-you can feal heat radiating from the fire.
 Now look deeply into the fire, see if you see any animals or whatever.
 Know that this fire has the power to cleanse you.
 YOU are now going into the fire becomes one with the  fire-bread in fire-bread out fire follow the breath to become one with the breathing that also purify you-feel the tension when all the problems inside you  disappears-clensing you morfe and more with every breath you take
 The power and the heat from this fire are now lifting you up high in the air
 On the horizon, you will see a new light.
 Now, when you get closer to it you will see that this is a shimmering city-incredibly beautiful with a radiant light.
 You will see a bridge that is located on a river.
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 You land softly on the bridge.

I can only tell you about my experiences of this -and hope that some one are helped with this

Several years ago before i was awakened i felt trappt inside of me-when i spoke i thought that i wasnt myself enough-and i reaslized that i had to do something about it-i wore a mask-

I was to shy i thought- I felt that i wasnt in my full capacity-i wasnt happy with it-

So i started to create this framework:

I think it was my soul that directed me to this:

My plan was to say a kind word to everyone i meet on the street -in the shoppingcenters-everywere-i laid away all the funny citats and jokes that i had learned and started from scratch-just with an kind word-i wouldnt carry a mask anymore-no plans howe to behave-just trust in to my spountanious soul-in the beginning it was rather scary-but after a while it worked like magic(If we keep it simple)

So my advice is stop thinking to much-just go with the flow

Ttrust your spountainious mind-becase-it will be there for you everytime you need an answer(if you are spountanious you will truly be a beacon of fri independet energy-that none -nowere can take away from you-

With this also comes the power of learn howe to say no in a peacefull way-then the people around you know were you stand-

it is suddenly very easy for them too

It was like driving blindfolded in the beginning-then the other senses started working-The abillyty to feal the energys of other persons-the feeling of no fear for anything enterd my mind-no worries -this was very balanced energys

It was built on trust to my self-i was not awaked yet at this state

Then it came with thise Two toughts-it came when i was bored-booordom is an very unusuall state for me-my life are packed with things-not a dull second-så these two questions popped up in my mind

Yesterday night i had this beautiful dream that i wisch to share with you all

It started when i got to bed-i was thinking of the significans the birds have in our development-the portals that there precens opens

I encounterd a gridkeeper-starling in my garden when i was living in sothern of sweden 2009-the encounter at close range with this strong eyecontakt opend up something deep inside of me

A long time after this encounter i was allways seeing this Starling when i got to an certain level in my meditation-everytime i saw this starling i was elevated to other levels-thats wy i call him Gridkeeper

With this in my mind i fell to sleep-i only remember the end of this fantastic dream-the rest are like a mist-when we trys to remember it just dissepears-but the energetic memory of the beginninjg of the dream was still there

The Dream:

We were on a very high cliff-and we had wings-we were sunburned an free-free to fly

We went out of the cliff flying att very high altitude-when we saw some movements on the ground-

Instantley we know that this was our forgotten brothers and sisters-the memory that hade fade away-

Then the most amazing thing happend-it came theese hig pitch sound out of ouer trouths-and it was the same with them on the ground-when we met on the ground there was this recconetive wonderfull feeling of pur love-and memory return-this high pitch sound was birdtribal

Reconnetive callings

In the dream i felt this fantastic sound vibrating trough the trouth-