Spontanious combustion of joy with no reason-The way to a spountanious life and a spountainous Awakening-The Jacob ladder steps/to learn Howe to have more capacity

I can only tell you about my experiences of this -and hope that some one are helped with this

Several years ago before i was awakened i felt trappt inside of me-when i spoke i thought that i wasnt myself enough-and i reaslized that i had to do something about it-i wore a mask-

I was to shy i thought- I felt that i wasnt in my full capacity-i wasnt happy with it-

So i started to create this framework:

I think it was my soul that directed me to this:

My plan was to say a kind word to everyone i meet on the street -in the shoppingcenters-everywere-i laid away all the funny citats and jokes that i had learned and started from scratch-just with an kind word-i wouldnt carry a mask anymore-no plans howe to behave-just trust in to my spountanious soul-in the beginning it was rather scary-but after a while it worked like magic(If we keep it simple)

So my advice is stop thinking to much-just go with the flow

Ttrust your spountainious mind-becase-it will be there for you everytime you need an answer(if you are spountanious you will truly be a beacon of fri independet energy-that none -nowere can take away from you-

With this also comes the power of learn howe to say no in a peacefull way-then the people around you know were you stand-

it is suddenly very easy for them too

It was like driving blindfolded in the beginning-then the other senses started working-The abillyty to feal the energys of other persons-the feeling of no fear for anything enterd my mind-no worries -this was very balanced energys

It was built on trust to my self-i was not awaked yet at this state

Then it came with thise Two toughts-it came when i was bored-booordom is an very unusuall state for me-my life are packed with things-not a dull second-så these two questions popped up in my mind

What am i really doing here-There mest be something more with this life on earth(I was surprised because i felt that these questions came directly from my soul-and after that night the Pre-awakening started

I have allways been seeing the magic in the nature-and if i was in deep trouble when i was little-i just looked at the beuty of Mother earth around and felt allright again-i needed the Magic of nature

Because i was a fosterchild for 11 years-beginning when i was eight years old-i Have had two pairs of Parents-

But non of them exept my real mother- seamed to be my parents-it was a hard uppbringing -no love at all exept from my mother(my lesson here was to create love directly from source)-she was a light-in the childhood stor-

She teached me a very importent thing-howe to heal everything witht laughters-she teached me that to have it with me all my life-Blessings mother♥

And i learned something very importent abaout forgivness and bad feelings of bad things you had done

Dont feel bad -

Just alter your life to a better one-så there are no need to feal guilty any more att all -Just alter your direction in life-and the happiness of doing so to an better one is the greatest award of all

And a very new concept on this earth amongs real humans-Happy endings♥

In this wonderfull development and its allways new energis-

Will alter the memory bad endings -to happy ones-

So when you affirmates or creates positiv framworks-do it with an calm mind-because as it is for me :

All my work are comming togehter -

All at the same thime

For me it was my old creatingphase that cicked in because of my old life-overdoing it because of all the bad endings

Now i take it more calm-it is time to forget about the bad endings old paradigm-Because an brand new sorts of endings are here

The ones that are made of pure love

Ther is a very greate shift going on now-Flower Power-this thime it is perfectly syncronized-without all the drugs

And this time nothing can stop us-the bad endings are reversed-now it is the lower energys turn to have bad endings-a very importent lesson for them to