What do you love about this moment?

Yesterday was one of those days... again.

What was surfacing was anger. Mostly anger at myself for allowing and creating the current situation I find myself in.

Finding a home hasn't been as easy as I thought. In this money hungry society, everything is over priced and most realtors are only interested in dealing with you if you have a steady income.

Sigh...
I only have myself to blame for being up in the air like this.

I have been feeling so lost.

I know intuitively that this is part of the process of letting go, of finding myself, of releasing ego, and embracing the gifts this moment really has to offer me.

After an entire day of anger and feeling sorry for myself, I closed out my evening in silence.

"What do you love about this moment?",  my inner being asked me.

As tired as I was, I knew I needed to do something different to change the vibration I had been immersed in all day.

I listened to a ten minute video of Alan Watts. In this talk, he illustrates how the past is changed by how we perceive the present moment.

Click here to see link of video...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-mkia0RE6A&feature=player_embedded

"We must abandon completely the notion of blaming the past for any kind of situation we're in and reverse our thinking and see that the past always flows back from the present. That now is the creative point of life. So you see its like the idea of forgiving somebody, you change the meaning of the past by doing that...Also watch the flow of music. The melody as its expressed is changed by notes that come later. Just as the meaning of a sentence...you wait till later to find out what the sentence means...The present is always changing the past."

My sentence isn't over...

Here it is... My list.
What do you love about this moment?

My body
That I can breathe
The mastery of love
My crystals
My beloved
My family
Friends
My dogs
My bed
My pillow
My laptop
My sheets
My blankets
My cel phone
My altar
My dancing veil
My goddess hanging
My plants
My chuunky
My oracle cards
My incense
My candles
My rattle
My water
Jesus and Mary
My lion stuffed animal
The air conditioner
My nightlight
The alchemist
My runes
My guides
My ancestors
This home
Dreams
Health
My freedom
My abundance

Thank you for allowing me to share.

your sister, Rosangel "Angels Angel" Perez