Correct spelling not included. My name Is Jesse K. Beauchamp. I am some what new to the Assention game but good ol' ground crew(gate/storm boy/sleep hacker) none the less. And oh so very Kin 13. My point? Thank you to all the EnLighteneers that have, with or with out knowing it, helped me in my own awakening process. Intel, intel. My point? People get lost, people get found.
Stories from the field.
Not long after figuring out how to turn on my Angel wings I found myself one day rescently starving and on my way to a local restauraunt, and couldn't shut off my wings. As I stood in the line waiting, and debating every thing from if I had lost my marbel(only one left), to wether I would get the Angel discount once at the counter. The situation was really making me laugh. I no more than thought that I hoped no one would see them(wings), a 7 or 8 year old boy in line in front of me apparantly heard me think that, because he turned around, looked me in the eyes, then looked over my shoulders right at the wings I was just wondering if I was going to get a free trip to the psyc ward in my happy meal, and the kid smirks at me. So very Ninja. The point? When I first was able to turn on my personal Light tornado(fancy that) I was very intent on not letting that out in public. I live in a very:"backward" and exteremelly dark community(compared to this one). so keeping a low key was paramount as to not tip of the DPW(Dark Powers that Were). As the days and weeks ticked by I found it harder and harder to shut my Light off whilst in public. I don't know about any one else but this was extremelly difficult for me transitionally, as it brought a huge amount of the negative bombardment my way which I was quite ill prepared to deal with. I had to minimize my travels in order to not set off any alarms in the Dark feild. I still had missions to complete. I had to line up with my highest self and throw a Chi ball drawn from the edge of that universes time line for one of my first missions. That was May 5th. While every one was mass meditating, you all were providing fat cover for my ever so Ninja missions all that week. What's the point. Thanks.
Part of this assention process for me has been coming understanding with myself(todat) that I am and have always been a "Lone Wolf" in sheeps clothing(sheeplesence), and deep in the feild even though my heart yearns for contact with people like my self(youz all). I know all things are connected but I would much rather be pooling my efforts with some people face to face instead of face to space. Don't you remember the Justice League? Wonder twin flames activate lol. All whilst having to be pateint with the unfolding situation because though I get anxious to be with my kind(the Lightbulbs) I still have work to do as each of you do as well. My family is through the internet now(so very thankful to have a family I can call my own finally) as I have yet to find any one around me locally that is even remotelly on the same page. A well Lighted page. So if you are feeling lost in this process and getting frustrated feel free to use me as an example that you might not have this process as bad as you think. I have been solo on my missions from day one. And solo on the assention process from day one. My team hangs pateintly waiting, and I'm definitely being contacted through the never by a few of you so definitely only alone in the 3D aspect of this. Having freinds through Utube and FB is ok and will work for now, but not so hummanity. I'm by no means saying I have it worse or better than any of you, I just want to give some personal frame of referance. I had to look out the eyes of my highest self after only having lined up for the first time ~12 hours earlier. The point? Making due with what you have(nessesity is the Mother of intention) , not second guessing yourselves, and listening for the cues from your higher(est) selves. And that in a crunch situation, We, the Lightbulbs are resourceful glowdiators. Yep I make it up as I go along.
So take it easy on yourselves and don't get down on either the speed of the disclosure, the rate of your assention, your selves, those around you, or wether you can unwrench the right side of your beat up bodies(mine to). It took us all mellinia to let 3D get as out of hand as it did, and we won't turn over the lake in 1 nanosecond. So very A.D.D.(Assention Deficit Dissorder, it's in the DSM4(D)). Cuz if your sitting in any of the thoughts in the previous run on sentence, your not being NOW. It's all relative my freinds. I'm proud of myself, you should be proud of yourselves as well.
The point? BREATH. till next time
-jkBeauchamp
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I guess
in which section is A.D.D. int the DSM V ?
We could suggest in the "How to heal from all immaginary illesses" section.
Thanks
I too am all alone in my
I too am all alone in my awakening but my fb and this site help me in my process that there are many of us out here. We will find others who feel the same way thus I believe is the purpose for the internet, until more of us awaken and can discover each other freely in our communities. In the mean time we are helping others awaken by spreading love and light to even those who seem undeserving.