I read some articles this morning and remembered the advice we had been given on not responding to negativity and that it would come from unexpected sources. I skimmed the site and see some have addressed it so if I repeat please forgive. They articles I read actually helped me a whole lot and I am grateful to those people who wrote them. Love always has a reason. I went back to the day I was healed/Kundalini experience and thought about what it took which was the total letting go of my ego. It took a lot of time but finally I did it. So I started meditating twice and the second try I did it again. I went into a deep meditation using my breathing to inhale Chi and exhale Chi. I found the energy go up by spine and out through my crown while activating my third eye big time. The energy is still with me and boy howdy it was a trip. I went to a point where while not quite there I knew the high pitch was the heavens singing. I am still feel like I passed the I AM presence and have made it to the next level but the vibrations are really high. Anyway, I am hoping to give back something I learned. My guess is most of the lightworkers are highly sensative and probably "feeling" learners=We get our truth through our feelings. I have struggled with ego issues for a long time myself. Anyway, as children if we don't get our needs met positively we will get them in a positive short term way that unfortunately leads to a long term negative outcome. For example we learned as children to be caretakers or acting out for example. So we get rewarded subconsiously. I know everyone has had their battle with egos and I am sure mine are not over(hope so but whos to say. We are now getting close to those final steps and my guess is those last bits of ego may be coming up for some. Those who have poured their hearts into this for a long time and are leaders may be finding themselves threatened as they face that their mission in life may be over (It just Started). When we subconsiously are threatened we will get scared and get upset over something that we don't recognize as the real issue. Calling things by the right name is crucial so we can get rid of that last bit. I thank everyone for this insight as it led me to let go again and this time by myself. It wasn't as strong a Kundalini experience as the first time but strong enough to knock my socks off. There is a different vibration to it and a great sense of peace. I hope this may put things in a light that makes sense. I do not agree with everyone by any means but this site is always positive and allows for frank discussion which helps us all. Namaste
