Source Won!

As some know I had been having a hard time recently dealing with medical and energy stuff which had been intense(note HAD). Today I woke up and knew I was at a turning point. I could stay or not. It was very surreal. I said NO WAY am I going. I have work to do for GAIA and our people. Suddenly, I knew it was my I AM presence that changed and that I had decided. I felt my whole light body expand totally. I went to sleep but woke up well in time to get my arm and shoulder worked on with my healer. I decided today was the day for at least that to be cured. Amazingly my healer couldn't believe how well I did this week even to start and we think it is about 95% now which means my pain level went way down as no more pulling everything else out of place. This was a big deal as I took my ownership of my I AM AVITAR. I was also able to provide my healer with some information that helped her understand how to deal with the energy and what was happening to help her journey. I healed myself once with help from a healer and should have known it was me making that decision. Takes some of us more than once to be hit in the head! LOL. I went to meditate in the beautiful solarium in the local Gardens (a Walled off the beaten magnificent piece of beauty where most planting are outdoors but due to cold weather the tropical plants are inside with glass looking out but with some heat). I was meditating and staff who work there were great! It is funny how you continue to get tested though and the light won again! Some very loud kids came in but left. Then some other people, one of whom was really loud and it felt like he was very uncomfortable so I sent him light but only a minor distraction. Actually, it may have been part of my learning for today(I am pretty sure). All I felt was Gaia's love, the beautiful plants and total love I FELL for the gifts that came today. I am still pretty worn out but in a good way as I KNOW I will be there for the Great Unfolding. I read some posts and it is in big time working today and the 10-10 looks to be coming in to wash away the untruths and help the world! Thanks to everyones support I will and AM making it with you.