LOTS of changes in the physical and in the non-physical of our very personal Selves.  Heads are foggy and floating.  Out of alignment things feels...as Gaia continually is rearranging and aligning (with Great JOY) with her new platform and octave.  The Sun sending always sending in massive amounts of energies with loving spectacular seeming random displays of brilliant bursts of Light, each with a special sacred Fire Code of Enlightenment for all.  Balance...difficult at best at this time as we are being taken apart, rewired, upgrade and there is no putting back...this is continual!  We are like learning how to tap dance, chew gum, sing opera, listen to mathematical problem solving, while keeping an eye on an illusionary solid object!  We are quite amazing!

For the past week I have been popping in and out of the fifth dimension. When I go 5D, everything around me seems flat, sort of phony like an old movie set, and far away. It is sort of like an out-of-body experience where you are looking down at yourself, but I am in myself and looking at the 3-dimensional reality I just the last moment was in.

The longest one was when I was walking down the hall of the OR with my patient, after their surgery, taking them on the bed to PACU. I felt a connectedness and compassion to my coworkers I passed in the hall. It was like watching an old movie, comforting, but very campy and dated. Once I walked through the double doors which separate the OR from PACU, I came back to 'normal'.

At first I was a little weirded out by this. But a post by Kaui'la Pele talked about the similar experiences, with the vision going fuzzy for a short time. Others commented on having similar experiences too.As a chemical engineering student, I learned that chemical reactions always happen at the interface between two chemicals. Add a catalyst to the reactor, and the reaction will happen hundreds of times faster, on the edge. It was there that I developed a liking for being between two worlds, where the action is. I went into Medical School being excited about the skills I would gain to help people at the brink between life and death. In trauma anesthesia and especially cardiac anesthesia this is the case.

It was between undergraduate and medical school that I 'woke up' and began to discover my intuitive gifts. I began escorting souls to the Other Side in my dreamtime and my downtime as the need arose. I came up with a word for the boundary that separates us on Earth from those on Heaven: The Fence.

I have been dancing on The Fence for more than twenty years! And enjoying every minute of it. Reiki and Karuna Reiki added to the mix.

when you are being present within the love you are. you can feel
it throughout your entire body hologram that you experience
life in.planet earth = heart is the being calling the shots here
with everyones life. this isnt going to come out the way your
ego desires it to.ultimately youre going to have to find out for
yourself whats going on, and thats only possible when the planet
says that its time for you to start inquiring and discovering whats
going on. you can only fully agree on information thats said to be true
when its been fully integrated into your body hologram. until then
youll be going with that which you do know in the present moment.
spiraling through eternal evolution. the reason why some beings on
this planet right now feel life isnt eternal is because they have yet
to integrate their hearts knowing in and throughout their system.

this by definition means its a planetary conspiracy, and all who
know whats up, or see whats up, or knowingly see whats up, are able
to talk it and walk in, those who do not know or see or knowing see
whats going on, are only able to walk and talk that. to discern the
truth from fiction actively and have it available to you consistently
is an abiding experience of your becoming. when its the opposite, its
non abiding, which means you got it here now, and then you lost it,
here now.discerning is not judging, its conscious self inquiry into
the truth for the truth sets you free and this is a soul knowing, its
why we are even able to inquiry at all. that which does not discern
is that which we are not, the conditioned egomind. were taught from birth
to unconsciously identify with it, the conditioned control mechanism
that is the egomind in which its nature is to not question that which is.

its nature is also to be repelled by all that is consistently.
the conditioned egomind controlling mechanism is sick, insane,and