Last night during my meditation I've felt a very heavy energy on my body...
I knew my body is reacting to the new energies and best thing for me to is meditate instead of going after my ego's temptations.
After the super full moon last saturday, I started to feel very strange vibrations thourough my body. I started to examine and all the time I was always calling my angels, guides and ascended masters...this last night meditation was very different...I've realized that I was all one with them. And I heard my heart voice in clear saying...hey Denize, I am God...and you are me...I am you..”... This was definetely my heart voice telling me that all the angels and guides are already around me and this time he/she was me...whole me...I recognized the feeling of being home..
This was a very different meditation for me because this time that was no fear to deal nor mind's chattering to be more quite...I was there and one with it...I was the GOD...
And We started having a very intimate conversation...i wanted to laugh all the time because all conversation was about jokes and funny visualizations...I was just laughing...still thinking being God is a very funny to be and looking at Life, Creation, Universe is just a funny thing for me figure out...I've got the sense of feeling ironic in a way...me being a God and trying to figure out my own creation? :-)
~~ If You are trying to send out LOVE…why is it a “trying”?…don’t you know that that is what you are made of?…..you are LOVE…just drop the “trying”…~~ Just become your natural state…the rest is an illusion…~~
Do you ever realize how many times we say…”hey I’ve gotta do that, I have to do, or be there that time, I’ve got to do this”…in a single day…
Sometimes we loose the control of the stuff that takes us from feeling centered and balanced…
Like swimming against to upstream instead of going with the flow…
Or…do we ever realize how much we attach to the outcome of any plan or desires that takes us from our calmness?…I mean how much do I want something to make me so miserable till I get it…and I ask myself why do I suffer so much to get it?…
Do I like the suffering or do I desire it that much to control me…for whatever the outcome will be…
