Wow! it seems like nothing much is free these days. But ascension is! And with the summer solstice energies coming through, the super moon, and solar flares; June has certainly been a carwash for many of us, or pehaps soul wash would be a better phrasing.
My latest trip through the carwash was filled with angelic reminders, signs, and synchronistic events. After experiencing the usual building-up period: i.e. an increase in lower energetic patterns, negative or repeating thoughts, and the ever memerable pity party.I knew it was time to let let the dam burst. And it did..Thankfully, the angels gave me the time and privacy to fully 'let go' and allow the tears to flow.
The energies were so intense this morning that I decided to mow my lawn, hoping to ground with Mother Gaia. Well worth the effort it would take to pull the mower out of the shed, I thought. We have a push type- power wheel mower; so its not really a lot of work, mostly just pleasant walking.
As I mowed, I began to wonder if the grass enjoyed being mowed. I know I don't really like to mow, but it looks lovely when its done. The birds were singing, the grass a emerald green, the river shining back the reflections of the clouds and sun. The mower and I made our runs in a state of total gratitude! It was then, in that moment of now, that I heard the grass singing through my feet!
Last summer, I was at a rodeo, expecting a good time, when the people we were meeting showed up with an unexpected guest. I had never met this lady before, and after introductions, we all sat down to enjoy the show. A brief moment passed and she started making unbelievably rude comments to me, over the heads of two other people. I tried ignoring her, probably playing the victim, I wondered why no one else seemed to notice. So I remained polite, which was probably the wrong thing to do, because it seemed to egg her on...Anyway I reached the point where I just got up and moved, wondering why my companions would want to have someone so negative around them. I was glad to see the evening end.
Time moved on and I moved on through my spiritual journey. I realize now that she was rather blatantly teaching me to set boundaries or speak up. But you know what they say about hindsight....lol.
This morning I decided to jazz up my morning routine, so instead of turning on the computer and reading, I opened "Vision" by Ken Carey. Such a beautiful book. The simple truth held within the pages resonated in my heart. I felt peaceful and content with everything!
Later I turned on the computer and began reading the messages of others. Immediately pangs of doubt struck. "Why don't I get these messages?" "Why don't I get those visions." "What's wrong with me?" Ahhhhhh! So I shut the darn thing off and hopped on my elliptical to dispel the discordant energies I was feeling.
After doing some deep breathing and exercising I began to recapture those feelings of peace and regain my center. Then I recieved a beautiful message which I'd like to share. "You are love in action, just by 'being' here. Lift your heart and follow your joy!"
There is still such chaos and confusion abounding. So I decided to go within and extract a few words of comfort from my high self...for the highest good of all..Enjoy and be lifted!
You have not been left behind, and neither has mankind. We watch over you unceasingly. There is much wonder left for you all in this world, you have only to seek it within yourselves. There is no going outside for the wonder that is you. Close yourself in if you must to find it. It is essential that you do so. There is much joy left for you to experience in this world until, we together, lift humanity to its true levels in light.
There is so much joy in this world, why do you surround yourselves with the gloomy stuff? Leave it behind and allow yourself to BE in the new energies...With much love and blessings, know that you are surrounded by a universe of love!
Truly, I have been doing a lot of clearing lately. And I know many others have as well. It is always heartening to touch bases with others and share our achievements. So with much love and many blessings here I go...
In my dream last night, I was caring for a group of people whom I know in this life; but no doubt, they were merely representing the old or past energies in my life. However, I felt weary of caring for them. So I told them I was leaving. Upon hearing this, some seemed clingy while others scarcely noticed what I had said.
I decided to prepare a delicious meal for them, to thank them for being in my life. I knew they would be OK without me, and so I said a quiet goodbye. Then I turned and walked through a doorway into the light of freedom! I have no idea where my new journey will take me, as I skip down this path, but It feels wonderful!
