♥ Hello ♥ Even though I am a little sad that I appear to lack sufficient ability to channel as so many of you here are able to do, I am still hoping to emanate Love and Light to all those around me. Mostly Online, as I have been a bit of a hermit in recent years, but also unto my small, but very grouchy family who has made it clear they want no part of my "conspiracy theories."

In any case, I see that may not meet the credentials to be a Lightworker, but perhaps I have it in me to be a Wayshower, so this is my present aim. I've been posting much on my Facebook regarding the upcoming Shift and the many changes and challenges associated with it, and I do feel that some are beginning to open...

Mostly though, after several days last week of feeling jittery, achy, confused and disoriented, I am happy to say I have begun to feel deliciously alive with Love and Joy, like bathing in a warm spring geyser on the edge of a primordial forest, I am luminous and washed awake by the rising Sun...

I do have a question though, one which has burst into my mind, a question which I haven't yet seen answered by anyone else, so if it is alright, I'll ask it here, and hope I someone could offer their thoughts?

The fact is that I am the mother of a 23 year-old young man named Oliver who has rather profound autism. Actually, I don't like referring to his condition as "autism", because within 10 days of his birth he developed antibiotic-resistant ear infections, and then, (my not knowing any better at the time) following his four-month vaccines he began to have severe seizures. Soon after it became apparent that his gastrointestinal, immunological and neurological systems had been somehow injured, and by the time he turned two, he was easily diagnosed with autism. This is a boy, mind you, who does not appear to have any special abilities (and I've always been the sort to look for such in him).

In any case, Oliver's life today is as upbeat and as settled as it can be. He lives in an excellent group home and he works several part-time jobs a week with an ever-present helper at his side, a schedule which he truly enjoys. In fact, he becomes quite irritable when he can't attend work for any reason.

Unless by some miracle that Oliver has never in his life been able to communicate to me in any way (even though he is very verbal), I'm assuming he does not have the wherewithal to comprehend this matter of Ascension. And given the nature of the multi-system vaccine reaction he experienced, he has always been prone to injuriously aggressive outbursts, ones which finally, after many years of being treated (unsuccessfully) by licensed holistic and homeopathic practitioners, have lessened due to Oliver's receipt of a small daily dose of the medication known as Risperdal.

Such as Oliver is, reliant upon absolute adherence to his routine, and, as he is easily frightened by even the smallest changes in his reality, I don't imagine he'll fare very well adjusting to life in the Fifth Dimension. So what then becomes of him? Does he go to the same "place" where those who do not wish to ascend will go?

I have always wondered about the soul within him which so bravely made the choice (or accepted the verdict?) to live his life like this. And although I myself have been treated by a shaman on a couple of occasions, I have never been given a glimpse as to who Oliver really IS, and whether or not he has done what he came here to do this time, karmicly and/or otherwise, etc.

In general, however, is there a consensus as to what happens with children and adults who have these differences or "disabilities"? I've heard that other sorts of physical ailments and conditions shall be healable, but what of those like my Oliver? As the Homeopath who once treated him explained to me, healing someone like my son through what we know of medicine, both homeopathic and allopathic, is not easy, because he has been the recipient of so many layers of insults. It's not like having a broken leg, or maybe even cancer in one region of the body. Oliver has been impacted across many systems at many different intervals, so finding one's way to the roots of his injuries (within his body and relative to Space and Time) would be considered impossible. So what do our dear and too long lost friends and family members wish here?

Are people like my son to be instantly transformed into the people they would have been had they not been affected as they have been? Or will they be sent to that place where they are able to review their lives and decide where they would wish to go next? 

This question has been building up in me for days, and now I can no longer delay asking about it. I will be grateful for any reflections, thoughts, theories, and/or answers any of you may wish to offer. Thank you for being here at this wondrous, glorious, joyous "moment" in our collective Ascension! ♥

Thank You All,

Hillary