After all...

I have Ascended, after all. Ask me about it a couple days ago and I would have paused before answering. I was still reeling internally as I woke up Decemeber 22... My energies had crescendoed the night before when I was waiting, prepared, on high alert. I went to bed somewhat early having had a beautiful day with my children, my friends. I even had my youngest children sleep with me in my big bed so that I could be with them should they need me. Having chosen me as their mother, they must have known the challenges they took on when they saw these last two years of our lives in future. Having a parent who is a Lightworker, someone who has the awesome and daunting responsibility of sharing the truth with those who have no idea what you're talking about, well for kids, that can be a rough road. None of the other parents were saying what i was saying... They would even ask me if i would please refrain from talking about the state of planetary affairs in front of their friends. Lol... I tried to... But I couldn't, I had a job to do. To tell their friends, my friends, my family,
strangers on the streets. I not only told them, I showed them. I live it, everyday, with pleasure and peace, but also with such anticipation. Knowing that it is the truth. Knowing that it makes perfect sense.
Knowing that God cannot be put in a box and neither can we. It has been a vast metamorphosis. Has it been difficult? Yes, you all know it has. You have been there, my friend. So yes, it has been at times uncomfortable to be me, be my child, my friend, my lover, my family member. Because I talked about Ascension, I studied it, I lived it, I breathed it. For two years, I followed my path, no matter what discomforts it entailed, for me, and mine. I have given myself to it with all of my heart, all of my mind, all of my soul. My choice, through the power of my sovereign will, I have chosen this path, because I understand it. The literal magic of the phenomenon. The physics. The sacred mathematics and geometry. The intellectual concepts that surround and support the entire "event" of the process we call "Ascension". Is that required? No, of course not. It is not necessary to contemplate and comprehend all of the semantics. It is all about the heart, after all, plain and simple. Not the mind. I had been in contact all day with friends who are Awake and we blessed one another's journey. Had spoken with many I know and love who have yet to grasp the significance of what we believed these days held in store for us as a planet. Thinking of Gaia... Us... I was poised in spirit like so many. "On the brink", I thought to myself. As if we, as a species, a collective, ONE organism, were perched on the highest cliff ledge, ready to fly off into the ethers of heaven, the stars, the planets. I was ready for a highly psychedelic experience wherein each ones would be different but the same... I had it all pictured in my mind. Like a Salvia Divinorum or DMT journey. Experience far beyond the constructs of this third dimensional realm... My heart raced with trepidatious glee and wonder. Oh, the miraculous magic of our Creator, that we would take part in this... Would we experience our Akashic Record like Mother Mary explained to the babes at Garabandal? Would we see past lifetimes and who we'd been and where we'd come from? What would happen? What would happen? What would happen? It was quietly thrilling. Very personal, yet extremely intimate with others of the entire planet. And how would it all go? After, you know... When we shifted as a planet into the higher dimension. Telepathy immediately? Empathy intensified? Apathy never again to show it's face? Yes, I would think this would be the gentle beginnings. The Creator had told me, Itself, "Do not be afraid. Go gently into it with humble awareness.". That is exactly what I intended to do. And then I woke up yesterday. I felt trembly inside. Shaken to my core. Has it all been a dream? Are we still in the third? I rose, I walked... Nothing different. No grand flashes of a trip to the other side taken. I shook my head. I looked in the mirror. No, no light body here. Just me. Same old me. Same old world... Same old, same old. I was truly speechless. Somewhat shocked, I went about my business, smiled and answered my children, who had of course gone through a great deal of emotional and psychological as well as spiritual undertakings due to the Upcoming Shift. I talked to friends, had odd conversations... Those who were experiencing much the same as I supported and comforted one another, lifted each other up. Those who didn't understand called or texted to make fun. I get it... Haha. But I was crushed. But only for a moment. Because after I gripped myself and reached back into the place I was centered as I was perched, and on the brink, and ready, I understood. I understood that as a collective, as one consciousness, we weren't ready, there are still so many who aren't there yet. They need us... And we can't leave them behind. And it flooded me today... The light of the Universe... Of Source...It flooded my spirit with even more light. It pulled my out and away from the disappointment and disenchantment that I had given way to. Out and up and in. And I knew then, when my heart filled up with love for all of humanity, every single soul, every single solitary soul, that I had Ascended. Ascended out of the smallness of lack or greed or jealousy, or hatred, or any detrimental want for any living being. I recognized that I truly want all good things to shine through for every brother and sister, of all realms, all races, all species, all sparks of Source. And I flew... I soared... I had left that cliffs ledge after all. So do I believe we have Ascended? Yes, I do. In many, many ways we really have. There is more peace and love and light shining in this world on this planet than there has been in a very, very long time Do I think we are still in the process? Yes, I do. We have much more soulful work to do. Do we have a ways yet to go? Well, yes, I think we do. So I am going to take Gods advice to me and mine to you. "Do not be afraid. Go gently into it with humble awareness.". Live every moment as if Ascension happening now. Because it is. And we truly are the ones we have been waiting for.