Once again, I have had to re-learn what I already know. I have and yet another friend who is ill with diabetes and who goes to dialysis every few days. He has lower leg problems, receives government assistance and is generally apathetic about many things in life. In an effort to help him heal from his many illnesses, I've talked to him till I'm blue in the face about consciousness and it's relationship to self healing.
I've read and shared articles about diabetes from www.dherbs.coms (Djhuty's site), given him Loiuse Hay's "How to Heal Your Life Book", shared personal experiences of self healing and other's self healing experiences, and still he refuses to seriously consider the information I've shared. He refuses, in my opinion, to WAKE UP. Here again, I've felt rejected for attempting to help another person who seems in dire need of a new awareness, awareness that could save their life.
Initially, I became upset and wondered how could a person not see as I see. How could they be so stupid as to allow such nonsense when they've been given the tools to transcend. I had thought that the universe had brought this person into my world, the apartment underneath mine, and It was somehow my purpose to bring this new information and awareness to him.
So I lovingly shared all that I knew in hope of helping my new friend heal his dis-ease. And again I was rejected. He returned the book to me the next morning. This time though, with my new awareness I had to LET GO of the need have another person see the world as I do.
I LET GO of the EGO ATTACHMENT to have a person see as I see. I realized that just as people speak different languages, have different values, different education, cultures and preferences are not the making of anyone, and they certainly not the making of me. I had to let go of my EGO and my opinions.
My real purpose for being on the planet beyond being a healer is TO LOVE and to care for ALL without picking and choosing those I deem worthy or who might be capable of seeing things as I do. Though it would be difficult for me to watch his health deteriorate, I can, should, and will be there to care for and comfort him should the need arise, to be as GOD IS, LOVE, the healer. As it were, the universe brought him into my world to teach me, instead of the other way around. Ain't life grand! LOL