The Universe never has and never will punish you for anything you have or have not done. That is not the way it works, my love! Please understand…The Universe has always loved you and no amount of self-punishment can undo that love. Begin by forgiving yourself. Once that wheel starts turning, it will free up your energy and the forgiveness you have been longing for will appear. ~ Creator
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