Heather Fraser ~ Leap of Faith
Sacred Scribe | April 24 2012
A couple of posts ago, I wrote about being called out.
One of the ways that happened for me was to finally join Facebook and begin to use it as a way to build a little community of Love in the vastness of the Universe we are blessed to be human in.
No big deal to most. BIG deal to me.
Along with this “being called out vibe,” have been other massive inner upheavals of energy, all of which is still continuing to draw me out of the inner world I have needed to live in for the past three years or so.
I can see now, based on the sudden, almost irrational decisions I have made recently, that my actions to propel myself “out there” were very much orchestrated by my Higher Self based on the kind of life and value system I hold dear and what I am ready to let go of in order to live my highest truth.
This has been my leap out of 3D and into the role of what I’m being shown is a New Paradigm Teacher/Guide/Leader.
Those of us on the same path will be having similar experiences right now of finding it virtually impossible to have anything to do with the old world model of repression, guilt, shame, impoverishment, powerlessness, separation and fear, but rather than hiding out from it, or having to go into it briefly in full battle gear in order to receive money from the matrix to survive, (a 3D belief…the most challenging to let go of) we are now being heralded, ushered, or in some cases forced, to move through and transmute those old fear-based beliefs and step into our roles of New Paradigm Leaders, Teachers, & Guides.
There’s nothing like a leap of faith to instantly bring our fears to the surface to be transformed into empowerment.
Whatever value system we cherish in our hearts, whatever kind of life we have dreamed of living but despair because we absolutely know it can never happen in this crazy 3D matrix we are still connected to – know that we are being called out, virtually on faith and trust alone, into the unknown in order to experience liberation of the soul here on earth and create exactly what our hearts long for.
I wish I could tell you that it could be done differently, that there was some nice, safe and cozy, step-by-step process that we knew to follow in advance in order to know freedom.
All I am being shown is the next step in the moment, one day at a time, while I notice my mind screaming in fear at not being allowed to know anything more than that. My ego is screaming at being asked to TRUST.
While it’s natural to want to jump in there and make all kinds of things happen in an effort to find relief from the fear of not knowing what will be, it is in the very fear itself that we will find liberation, and what we must do in these moments is simply breathe, and breathe, and breathe, and breathe.
One of the sudden moves I was shown to make, was to open my doors to consulting again after many years of quiet inner work and transformation, simply living the sacred day to day and raising my daughter. But the energy around this is far more refined than when I consulted before, with standards also much higher than they ever were before.
I was shown that this consulting would be with the potential New Paradigm Leaders, those who are wanting to forge their way into the New World and to mould a meaningful, limitless life out of the unknown, and that I was to be firm, no exceptions, that this door was only open to those who were ready and serious about their transformation.
I hardly feel qualified, considering the moments of intense fear and radical empowerment I’m moving between as though I were riding the most insane roller-coaster. I’ve been told that I will be guided, one step at a time, that I will know what to do, and that I am not alone…and I must say, this is what’s happening…I am learning to trust being led.
All I can do is live the moment and trust whatever I’m feeling in my heart.
Oh my God….this is not for the faint of heart.
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