There comes a point when, in order to move to the “next level” (whatever that means), I must release the past. “The past” can be what was experienced 20 years ago, 1 year ago, 1 week ago, 1 minute ago, or 1 microsecond (0.000001 seconds) ago. I’ve been going through such a “hey, it’s time to release this thing” moment just recently. After returning from the 9-9 portal mission.
And it was to release myself from playing Sundays at this church over here in Kona, where I’ve been playing maybe 2 weeks per month for that last several months. There was a 25th anniversary party for this little church on Friday, and I was to play. So I did. But I (my insides) did not want to go. Interesting thing was, after returning home from the event, I found a yellow envelope on my windshield. It was a “parking violation” (technically, a “penalty”; but I remembered it as “violation”) from the private parking company where I always park my car (as does everyone else in the church). As it turned out, I was the only one to get such a “violation”.
I knew, pretty much instantly, that there was absolutely no mistake to this. I immediately “got” that I was “violating” my Higher Self, my Higher Guidance, by continuing to play there. I knew I had other things to be involved with.
This “every Sunday playing at the church” was an interruption in the flow of my life that was now being clearly labeled, in front of my eyes, to make sure I got the message, in a yellow envelope, as a “Violation”.
Then today, I was signed up for Sunday service, and, again, my Inner Higher self did not want to go. But I did, as I had told them I’d be there. I gave the ticket to the minister, and she said she’d take care of it. Now I just wrote an email to her and explained that I would not be coming back to play there, at least for the rest of this year.
Interestingly enough, I had just seen this article by Inelia Benz. I originally found it at American Kabuki, which he found at 2012 Scenario, which they found at Inelia’s website. The paragraph below was the main highlight for myself.
“Now, if you’re really ready to retire and you’re thinking ‘you know what? That’s all very well but what if I retire? Does that mean I’m choosing the old paradigm?’ No, no it isn’t, it doesn’t actually mean that. It simply means that something within your own timeline, within your own life has to shift big time and that’s why this barrier has come up.”
This rather described some of what I was sensing at the exact moment I first saw the article, and even right now. I can say, I have felt like I “retired” from the standard old paradigm life, ever since I began my Galactic work, in earnest, back in 2009. And now, with the releasing of the church Sunday playing thing, I felt that way again.
Retiring from the old paradigm… whatever that is for you. Moving forward (upward) into the new paradigm… whatever that is for you. I’d pay a “pair of dimes” for that! (if you do not understand that “joke”, then, well, maybe it’s time for retirement!)
I love retirement.
I post the text of her message below. Click the headline or the “Read more” to “read more”.
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Inelia Benz: “Breaking Barriers – Your choice to be free”
Processing Barriers by Inelia Benz
“The reason I wanted to talk about barriers is because these are coming up big time for all of us at the moment. We are moving slowly but surely into an area in Time/Space where this is really – I don’t know if to call it a test or a hurdle or simply a point of choice for us, all of us individually, of whether to move on to the new Paradigm or to stay in the duality Dark/Light paradigm.
And there’s really no judgement on either of those, there really isn’t.
Some of the ways in which this hurdle or resistance, barriers have come up are in a very huge desire to retire. Whether it is from work, from our relationships, from our mission, or from life. We simply feel a very powerful sense that it’s time to retire.
It is our interpretation at an energetic level of a big, really thick type of wall that we’re going through in Time/Space. It’s like a door you know, and we need to push the door open, basically.
Now, if you’re really ready to retire and you’re thinking ‘you know what? That’s all very well but what if I retire? Does that mean I’m choosing the old paradigm?’ No, no it isn’t, it doesn’t actually mean that. It simply means that something within your own timeline, within your own life has to shift big time and that’s why this barrier has come up. One of the things that happens is – and we go back to the same old exercise, the Fear Processing Exercise (which you can find under the Tools menu tab in the site) – is that most resistance or most barriers that don’t allow us to move forth as quickly as we want or reach the manifestations or the life that we really want to have on the planet are based on a very low vibrational kind of energy packet.
And this low vibrational energy packet is invariably Fear. Whether it is our own fear or whether it is an injected fear, or whether it’s artificial, somebody else’s fear, whether it’s the Collective’s fear. It’s really quite irrelevant because if this fear or this package or this vibration or program wasn’t in our own lives, then we wouldn’t be feeling it. So it doesn’t matter where it came from, or who put it there. The fact is that it’s there now, and because it’s there now in our own field, we can shift it.
One might think ‘well, why bother shifting it if it’s not going to, you know… affect anything or it doesn’t really make any difference?’ And I would say that when we feel that type of resistance or blockage, it means that whatever is on the other side must be really worth getting, really interesting. That’s why the resistance and barrier has come up.
It feels very much – from my conversations with other workers, ascension workers around the planet – that this is quite a common problem right now. A lot of people are feeling, or have felt in the past few months that they want to retire, they want to move on or they want to give up. So it is something that we can really look at and explore and see where we want to go from here.
For me personally, if anything comes up like this, something that’s resisting, whether in myself or from outside but resonating within my own field, I see as a challenge. I see as: you know what? My decision, I like to take my own personal decisions from my own choices, from my own desires and my own moving forward as it were.
I don’t like decisions to be imposed upon me. Whether through my own programming, or barriers that were placed there by myself or others. I want the choice to stop to come from a place of joy. And that’s the key…”
http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2012/09/16/there-comes-a-point/
