In the life of a Light worker there aren't wasted lessons or wasted opportunities. Even in the face of great challenges great light can be found. The ability to adapt and to know when to take action and when to do absolutely nothing is of great importance.
Even understanding about love, true love and the way humans perceive both. True love between humans isn't always about sharing or showing affection. There is love in wanting to protect or when saying the words no one else would dare say as only a person capable of truly loving can say the hard truths. Things can go wrong when two beings with different capacity to love and different understanding of love and even different way to express love start to have expectations and blame each other for not fulfilling their needs when in essence the other one is only mirroring you.
In my life as a human, as a Light worker and as a frequency upholder I have been completely misunderstood and judged and shunned because I am a great mirror without having to say anything at all. I have a quiet way about me on how I give support and how I give love. Unfortunately through my ways I have offended or seemed unsupportive because I am just holding space. Bottom line I have an immense capacity to give love, to show love and to be love. I have that capacity throughout every level of my being ness. My human self finds words limiting and I choose to radiate out the love, but humans need to be reassured,and to be held. I am now learning such a lesson.
One of my greatest lessons in the past few days was to learn to truly see the light, to surrender and most importantly I have seen how true discernment is extremely valuable for those connecting to spirit world.
Learning to discern what a being of light would share and what it would withhold is incredible valuable. Also do not allow someones "spirit" speak for the person incarnated when what such "spirit" is saying is not in full alignment with what the embodied person is communicating. Because the light has increased exponentially the last remnants of those of the dark are searching and trying to destroy as much of the beauty and connection between people as they possible can, They are starving for "food" and so they create havoc.
I have learned the hard way by being thrown off my heart centered because perhaps I was misunderstood, or I simply did not express myself properly.
By surrendering and reaching out I was able to regain my balance and my clear vision. I am so blessed by those who love me and who are amazing friends capable of being forgiving, non judgmental and always willing to lend a helping hand. To all of you I say I love you for the strength and the light you reflected back and allowing me to see and remember who I am. I am a frequency upholder, I am love, I am the lover and I am complete.
Someone very dear to my heart told me recently, " I love you as much as Divine Light loves you"
Remembering that I am my own master, and the master of my mission and my destiny opened my heart even while having a broken heart and feeling completely and utterly lost. I am here to uphold and to love and I fully remember that now.
The darkness I experienced gave me such a tremendous clarity and now seems trivial, although while it was being experienced it seemed so horrible. Blessed I am for expecting always the best and still being capable of having no expectations because everything is a miracle.
Forgiveness is Key!
The ego can be wounded, the heart can be broken but the soul is and will always be eternal love. " You see me exactly as you see yourself"
Now this words fully resonate through my time and my space:
I am in the Holy now
I breathe in the breath of life
I place myself in the hands of God
In his holy glory
I know I am Grace.
I am that I am
I am Love
I am life
I am the Goddess Divine
I am the Christed self
I am Mother
I am Father
I am Creation
I am Holy and Divine
I am that I am
I am Source
I am an emanation of perfected self
I am Purity
I am Innocence
I am that I am
I am the illuminated Source
I am Master of my life
I am a servant of Love
I am Divine Purpose
I am that I am
Divine Mother is my guiding Force!
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