Lightworkers fighting.

I am still reeling from the aftershocks of an ugly breakup. my deepest wish is to start to get along again and work togeather, but as of yet that is not the case. we had our awakening togeather. i remember having dreams before i met her that i would be involved in somthing like this. i guess i was being given a forshadowing of things to come. togeather in deep love for 3 years, and in an instant it was all over. I have done some pretty "ugly" things out of hurt. and i have learned.  staying centered is very important. 

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:25am, 2013-08-24
hi. id like to come up and get the rest of my stuff/ parents stuff. when is a good time?

From : Jade
Date  : 10:36am, 2013-08-24
Not now not today, and I want the money that's owed to me

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:37am, 2013-08-24
when then?

From : Jade
Date  : 10:38am, 2013-08-24
When you have the money that's owed to me

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:40am, 2013-08-24
it would be a lot easier to help you if you dident stonewall me every chance you got.

From : Jade
Date  : 10:42am, 2013-08-24
I don't trust you, and I just want what's owed to me, and if you go up there without me knowing I will get a restraining order against you

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:43am, 2013-08-24
we dont have to fight but all you want to do is fight.

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:44am, 2013-08-24
im not going to do anything without you being there  .

From : Jade
Date  : 10:44am, 2013-08-24
Good

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:44am, 2013-08-24
so can i come up sometime next week?

From : Jade
Date  : 10:45am, 2013-08-24
Maybe I donno yet, I've been really busy

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:46am, 2013-08-24
me too. please make an effort to work with me you will find it much easier to get along and get help.

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:47am, 2013-08-24
i am very sorry i hurt you but i cant take it back and un-do it.

From : Jade
Date  : 10:48am, 2013-08-24
Don't come up till you have the money you owe me, and that's final

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:48am, 2013-08-24
i cant do that till i get my parents stuff

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:49am, 2013-08-24
why is it all about money? we are so much more than this:-(

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:50am, 2013-08-24
lightworkers are supposed to work togeather, not fight.

From : Jade
Date  : 10:52am, 2013-08-24
Get the money you owe me, I don't like being used and abused and then having to tell people the truth after u've lied to them, I'm not devestated over you, I just want what is owed to me nothing more and nothing less

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:53am, 2013-08-24
i gave you so much aswell. it wasent money but it had value. and i felt betrayed hearing that i was a lazy bad person. witch i shouldent have gotten angry about because i know its not true

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:54am, 2013-08-24
i havent lied to anyone jade

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:58am, 2013-08-24
u wherent used. you made your choices the whole way and now your playing victim. are you happy? i really feel an unsettled air about you. i want to make amends and be friends again but you keep reeling back in hurt, with the need to be right. that SCREAMS

To   : Jade
Date  : 10:58am, 2013-08-24
hurt

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:01am, 2013-08-24
we where not meant to be togeather forever. but we can still be friends.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:02am, 2013-08-24
please let me get my stuff and i will make every effort to pay you back to the best of my ability.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:03am, 2013-08-24
thats all i can do.

From : Jade
Date  : 11:03am, 2013-08-24
I'm afraid of you, you are a time bomb, you could kill me, and I don't want to be around you, I just want what is owed to me and that's it, and for you to leave me alone

From : Jade
Date  : 11:05am, 2013-08-24
I have moved on, and you destroyed so many things and had the gal to say u would fix them if I slept with you, you are sick

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:06am, 2013-08-24
i never said that.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:07am, 2013-08-24
and you also where taking me sereiously. own your part in this for once

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:07am, 2013-08-24
i just wanted to sleep with you and i asked. thats honesty

From : Jade
Date  : 11:11am, 2013-08-24
I'm happier than ever by the way, the only thing UN happy about my life is ur still in it, and you still lie and don't own up to ur mistakes, and I was given an angel coin by my gaurdians when I asked if I am doing right by the universe, and I meet lightworkers more and more, so don't bullshit with me, I'm on track while ur drowning in low frequencies look at ur vibrational group, and tell me that ur not doing something wrong

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:13am, 2013-08-24
wow.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:14am, 2013-08-24
im not bullshiting you. dont know what else to say.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:16am, 2013-08-24
ive owned my part. i dont know how i could own it more besides paying you. you have my word when i can afford it ill pay you.

To   : Jade
Date  : 11:18am, 2013-08-24
help help im drowning!  lol.

 

as the breakup progressed she got more and more dug in as i tried to make up for what i did. finally i gave up. and this is where we are at. she is out to prove how wrong i am and the choices i made where "bad" and this people i hang out with are "bad" and everything she ever said or did was pure gold. (this is silly sauce because my parents and brother all love me, along with all of my acquaintances and friends in town... in fact i've never really felt more loved or appreciated until after the breakup)  does anyone want to share their thoughts?