not to have all your focus on the words themselves...

so there is an aspect of the human potential that isnt widely know by everyone.
our ability to read all that is. im not speaking of the simple task of reading
these words, im talking about reading all that is in a more broader sense.
the ability to track energy residue, or simply tracking energy, or reading
energy, and how higher thought, plays a role in the manifestation of all
that is inevitable, along with how the egos compulsion to repeat thoughts
also plays a role in the discover of how higher thought plays its part.
through the willingness to take it all in, and geniunely investigate that
which we are going through, you will notice that not just humans, but the rest
of life translates higher thought into manifestsation. and how through the geniune
investigation of this experience, you discover the truth of whats going on.

you will also learn how the space between thought, also plays a roll in the
the manifestation of heaven on earth as well. for me it was being willing to
take in all that i was going through, and in turn all that i was experiencing
was focused onto a point, the point being the pituatary gland, our feeling centers.
via the energy system that each of us has to experience. the example i can give you
is that looking at all of ones fears, all of them literally, is that i was smoothly
transformed into a higher vibration state of awareness. where the ability of
reading energy, other beings consciousness' and the ability to go from where i am
to another location simultaneously, was experienced. but again in order to
experience this, you first have to face all the fears that you have, and the ones
that you are unaware of. every single, one of them, no ifs ands or buts about them.

i agreed to undergo this experience for i saw what lay ahead , and that was me
being aware of this ability and what i would have to face in order to get there
and so i said yes, and went through, and despite the fact that we all live
with these dictated laws on the planet right now, i feel absolutely free to be me
regardless of any consequence that comes from me being the love i am, through
my similiarly uniquely equal multidimensional oneness with creation, by mutual agreement,
aka my contract which entails what it is that i have to go through, and how it
is all connected with all life everywhere throughout the cosmos. i also learned
to wholeheartedly trust my experience, and for those who are still inquestion
about theirs and what im speaking of, investigating this for your own benefit is
highly advised. if you dont do it now, you will be inevitably placed in a situation
where you will have to. the ability to read energy and track it and use it to find out
more information about whats going on, is nurtured in black ops, psi ops, and special ops
programs that the military has invested a lot of time into , a lot of beings do this
type of stuff unconsciously, "the 6th sense" or experiencing synchronicities, miracles,
having encounters with higher vibrational beings and so on. now despite the fact that there
are no coincidences and there are no chances, and that it all happens for a reason,
just like deja vu, or your dreams manifesting themselves in the waking life experience,
its all real, its just that those of us whom have a deeper understanding of whats going on
are the rebels, or outcasts of society, by not falling in line to the status quo, even if
we are working with all that is, that is, having a 9 - 5 job, education and so on,
theyre still not falling in line with the status quo, since the status quo clearly states
that "Reading energy, tracking energy that has been read, being psychic and so on" are
considered to be a part of a mental illness.

this is done to rationalize ones fear of the unknown, so as to remain inside their psychological
comfort zones. im not saying you arent comforted by the experience of having a heightened awareness.
oh the other way around, once youve gone through your fear of not ever having comfort by being
willing to get this far, youll find that its rather comforting to know what it is that you know
from your experience, which is brought on through trusting yourself, that which you are guided
intuitively, to choose. youll also find that this experience is more common than you once had
thought of it not being so common, or weird ,strange,delusional,crazy and so on. its more like
the fact that what you experience is more grounded in reality, and that those who say it isnt
are less grounded in reality altogether. its from others having been here before us, that the quote
fear not for we are with you, comes into play, because those who have been here before us, know
what its like to have gone through the process themselves, and know that they themselves are
always on call to help those whom are also going through the process themselves. its an experience
that ultimately sets you free in all ways, for it reveals the truth to you constantly. know the truth
and the truth shall set you free. when it comes to having thought, be with them with all you are,
when it comes to the fear of not getting the message, or getting lost within yourself, fear not
although you will have to face this fear regardless just so you can integrate the awareness throughout
your whole being, but none the less, there is no getting lost within yourself, and being stuck
in a permanent psychological bender, despite what the propaganda thats been shoved in our faces
has said. were always intaking that which is going on within us, and unto us from every direction.
we are wired this way. simply breathing = taking it all in = never getting lost, living from the heart.

its only when you are more willing to go with the thought of not taking it all in from fear
is when youll have a situation thats less desirable. its also when you are more willing to be with the
thought of not taking it all in, and attempting to resist the thought of taking it all in
that you have a situation that is yet again, less desirable, either way you will find out exactly
what it means when the sentence of "taking it all in" means. youll also learn what it means to be with
all that you are going through, and what it means to be present as the love you are, through your
willingness to find out what its like for you, to be present within the love you are. that means
having to go against what all the enlightened gurus have ever shared with humanity. this willingness
to go against that grain, will get you to stop worshipping and idolizing them, and will get you
to stand tall within the love you are, and to live THAT life in full. the willingness to find out
the truth for yourself, is also the willingness to be crucified metaphorically speaking as well
unless youre a guy that gets nailed to across during those yearly festivals in other countries.
but either way, you will, and are being challenged as we speak. accepting the challenge, will get
you from feeling like a victim or villian in life where you feel that others have power over you
and the ability to strip you of yoru rights and freedoms, to one where you no longer feel that
they have power over you, cannot take your rights and freedoms away from you, no matter how
much they try to, in the feelings of being a victim or villian yourself unto others, will no
longer be the case for how YOU feel about what YOU go through, but that doesnt mean that others
will feel the same until they themselves are where you were once at, or are at where you are at
and with others who are ahead of you , you will no longer feel like a victim or villian or
over powered by them either. but you will feel challenged none the less, these challenges
when experienced from a conscious awareness, are a blessing, and will assist you throughout
your journey. they are the same blessing as the IF equation of what may happen to you and others.
i feel that beings stating you have 2 choices, love or fear, is rather polarized.
i also feel from my experience that when you are in love, you see the love and the blessing
as well as the challenge that the energy of fear presents to you. for me, i love it, and i suck
it up and keep going for more. i look at love or fear in this way becaues ive sat with it for sometime
and have had thoughts about it" whats the point of choosing either love or fear, when youre in love
with your experience and you have fear arise in your awareness? what are you going to do, fear the fear?
and beget more fear , only to go through an evolutionary spiral and in turn end up loving the fear as it is?
well thats one way of getting there, but for me it was being in love with myself completely no matter what
it was that was going on, and that my love of fear overcame the fear of love. in turn i was simply able
to be present effortlessly, in the love that i am, and enjoy whole heartedly, the energy of fear when
it came into my awareness, in this i feel that the pituatary gland plays its purpose in the fact that
its all about unity, love everywhere present, within all life. loving every single atom with all that you are
and in turn become totally empowered by the challenge that is being here now as the love you are.
not to mention the challenges that lay ahead of all of us as a whole on this planet.

but alas, you will have to go through your experience , to find out exactly whati t means to be present
as the love that YOU are, not as the love everyone else is. the entire notion behind you being another
person is delusional. even the experience of yourself being dissolved and depersonalized into the one
source of all that is and experiencing yourself literally being one with all that is, is a temporary
delusion, since you ultimately come back from it, and go through an experience where you discover that
theres a universal mirror at play here, and that literally seeing yourself as another person, is that mirror,
and not fully understanding THAT is where the common delusion is. remember to breathe, and that through
breathing, you are taking it all in as it is. im not saying you wont suffer, im saying that you will suffer
but its through the willingness to suffer, that you will grow, learn about yourself, and in turn expand
your awareness, and your own insight, and learn to trust what you are going through, for this is a natural
evolutionary process. i also will say that there is the cessasion of suffering, or that there is an end
to suffering once you understand why its there, in turn, you are no longer dragged down by the weight
that you feel of existence being on your shoulders, because you see that its on everyones shoulders all the time
just as it is on yours. all that you used to identify in your experience that would bring upon more suffering
from suffering itself and the desire to not suffer, ends wwhen you accept your suffering, in turn you are
lit up essentially, and you turn that frown upside down no matter whats going on, so that all you go through
is a constant rehearter that you are learning, and effortlessly turning that feeling of suffering into first
the feeling of joy,overjoy,exhiliration,bliss,peace,happiness, and unification with all that is, to an experience
that is ultimately and completely indescribable as it is, and yet we have thought that comes from that
which says joy, bliss,happiness,love,peace,unity, and when youre willing to really look at it , and be with
yourself during this experience, youll see exactly what im typing about. the flesh is fleeting, the body is weak
but the soul is willing. youll also see just how surrounded by temptation we are constantly, which in turn
is the challenge of living whats within your heart ,ethically speaking when you understand just exactly
what lies within your heart. the treasure that lies in the core of your heart, is your passion. its challenging
to live that amongst others who are both aware and unaware of this, for you present a challenge, and so do they.

love ;),
hilarion.