Loved playing with these bits of fluff and watching them fly away with their seeds. We can be carried this way, flowing on the breeze, bearing our seeds, our gifts for the world.

There has been a change, a new season is upon us. I can feel and sense it in the air, the quality of light, the smell of the earth. My body has felt it hit like a wave in moments where fatigue has knocked me flat. We are in this luminous time where we can feel opposite things at the same time. I am tired and wired, clear and confused, decisive and undecided, energized and wiped out. The energy is running fast, accelerating as we move into our divinity descending. There is no stopping the momentum, we are well and truly on our way.

I leave tomorrow for my month back East. I sit here surrounded by things, clothes and crystals and bags strewn about. Body is ready for bed, mind is still racing about. I know that all will be done and I will fly off. Thank goodness for the restorative power of sleep and early morning clarity. I am trusting in that to get all this organized and packed and to arrive with what I need. I am ready for the time of no packing, no planning, rather the flowing and creating what I need in each moment. No baggage, literal or of any kind, straining my shoulders. Yet there is this present reality to move in. It seems to take more of me to wade through tasks that once were simple for me. Now errands of any kind, take a huge effort.  I went into a shop today to purchase a sweater for the dress I am wearing to my son’s wedding. I chose it, went to pay for it and was informed that it was a buy one, get one free sale. I could choose another item. What a deal yet it caused me consternation. There was  time trying on clothes, something I had not intended to do. I felt almost stuck by all the choices and was drenched with sweat by the time I left the shop. To make a decision seemed beyond my capability. My mind had no room, no bandwidth left for a decision. I felt undone.

Walking along the river, being in nature or in stillness with myself in this cottage….I can do these with ease. As the outer world moves into greater chaos, my inner world becomes a sanctuary of peace. We are learning to be able to hold that peace no matter what the external is doing. It is a process, a learning curve but we are doing it. We will master it!

We have been so conditioned to powerlessness and limitation and now we are to learn how to fly. There are solo flights upcoming for each of us as we demonstrate to ourselves, that we are ready for the responsibilities that freedom holds. Ready to create with the good of the whole in our hearts each moment. Ready to let go of being a victim in any aspect of our lives. Ready to let our heart lights shine without fear of being hurt.

I came across this quote:

“I overcame myself, the sufferer; I carried my own ashes to the mountains; I invented a brighter flame for myself. And behold, then this ghost fled from me.” – Friedrich Nietzsche

Gathering photos of my youngest son for his upcoming wedding. Can it be 30 years ago? , This was one of my favorites. He was my third child within the space of less than three years so I was one busy mama. This photo shows my delight in the moments I shared with him alone. Despite the busyness of my days, the joy in my babies, was true and strong. I sense this joy becoming something our hearts sing more clearly each day.

It is time to overcome our old ideas about ourselves and allow the brighter truth of ourselves to be seen. It is time to let our heart lights shine, to turn on our high beams  and leave them on day and night. No longer only in safe conditions, but rather in all conditions. Whether others protest that our light is too bright or makes them uncomfortable, still we are to let them shine. This is how we light up the grids, allow more love light to flow in, how we open doorways for one another.

Our hearts are understandably wary,  as they have known much pain and sorrow. We have to be tender with them, so tender. At the same time, we have to be brave. We have to shine our love light to one and all. We are called to participate in this revolution of love. It takes courage and stamina which we have. We can draw it up from our Mother Earth, we can draw in down from our own Christed self, our own divinity. There is only the asking for assistance and it is given. It is the time of the great heart light flowing in force upon this planet. This is not a time to sit on the sidelines and wait to see how it all plays out. Each of us came to add our love light, our heart shine to this moment in time. We did not come to sit on the sidelines. We came to shift an age, to enter into the Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age of Peace and Love.

Let’s turn on our heart lights! Let our shine call down the very stars to witness what is happening here on earth. Let us create a conflagration of love that has the Creator in rapturous delight in our creation. We are one heart, one love, bringing heaven to earth for all to see and live. Heart light, shine!