Last night during my meditation I've felt a very heavy energy on my body...
I knew my body is reacting to the new energies and best thing for me to is meditate instead of going after my ego's temptations.
After the super full moon last saturday, I started to feel very strange vibrations thourough my body. I started to examine and all the time I was always calling my angels, guides and ascended masters...this last night meditation was very different...I've realized that I was all one with them. And I heard my heart voice in clear saying...hey Denize, I am God...and you are me...I am you..”... This was definetely my heart voice telling me that all the angels and guides are already around me and this time he/she was me...whole me...I recognized the feeling of being home..
This was a very different meditation for me because this time that was no fear to deal nor mind's chattering to be more quite...I was there and one with it...I was the GOD...
And We started having a very intimate conversation...i wanted to laugh all the time because all conversation was about jokes and funny visualizations...I was just laughing...still thinking being God is a very funny to be and looking at Life, Creation, Universe is just a funny thing for me figure out...I've got the sense of feeling ironic in a way...me being a God and trying to figure out my own creation? :-)
I started to see funny part of being at that space...then my twin flame got connected...then it was me, God Me and my twin flame...LOL so much fun...I can't tell you how much I felt like a litle child within...feeling the Sun is shining in my stomach...I just wanted to send that vibration to the world..
I was not me, I was Not anything but everything...I was whole with everything..I brought myself into my God self...then I said: I just don't enjoy playing seperate from the whole...I just want to be with the whole...I am the whole... :-)... I told my self that I AM my God self in this vessel...in this body...I loved my self more at that moment not from a place where I need to feel God so desperately but I felt the God in me sharing that energy with my Earth vessel...and that was nothing else to be...I was home...where I AM in wholeness...in oneness.
Me, You and the whole is = ONE
ONE = GOD = WHOLENESS
Love & Light
Denize Sarikoz
