The Moon Hippie Mystic
One Woman's incredible journey from a life without the power of Unconditional Love to the Everything that is Unconditional Love!
I want to talk about my Awakening, again, because this was Heaven on Earth, for me. As 12-21-12 approaches I will be honest and say that lately I feel as if someone is squeezing my brain and my body through some kind of “birth canal” which has caused me some stress and discomfort both mentally and physically. As I’ve said, I’ve reached out to many people trying to make sense of my awakening because it was so spontaneous. I mean, here I was sitting in my backyard one night struggling with how to come to terms with a “trauma” in my Life and the next minute I was filled with the Unconditional Love of the Moon Goddess. At any rate, as much as I feel a bit discombobulated at the moment I have to share with you my Heaven on Earth and I want to say Thank You.
I want to say Thank You to those of you who started meditating back in 1987 to raise the Love Vibrations on our Planet and those of you who have continued to do so ever since. I had one of those “aha!” moments today and this is really important to me. I want to Thank all of you for giving me the greatest Gift of my Life. I look at the “blueprint” that is laid out on my blog and I can See how I’ve “evolved” since the 2 nights I was awakened by the Light of the Blue Moon back in August. I go from victim to anger to forgiveness to abandonment to grief to identity to Love to Humanity so it’s pretty awesome to see how I’ve evolved because sometimes we forget where we came from, right? I was an empty shell with a broken Heart and now my Heart beats in every moment with Unconditional Love and Light. I was the most non-spiritual person you could ever find and I would even go so far as to call myself an atheist because I didn’t believe in anything. I was “dead” inside…my Heart was broken and I identified myself with my body instead of identifying myself as a Soul Being who has taken many journeys. Before that night I believed that Beauty was superficial, Worth was money, and Love was pain so I was pretty upside-down in my beliefs about emotions.
That first night as my husband and I sat outside looking at this moon we saw the Eye of the Creator, a Heart drawn around the Moon, the word “Hi” written across the Moon, the Fish of Life, and the Angels. So, who’s going to believe that, right? But I DID believe and it kept me going because my husband was there to validate me. Then the next night I was drawn into the Brilliance in the Light of the Blue Moon and this Light was Unconditional Love that was so pure and beautiful that it was overwhelming! It was as if my “mother” cupped my face in her hands and said to me “you are Beautiful, you are Worthy, and you are Loved” which were my biggest “insecurities” so to speak. In those moments as I was filled with this Love that I speak of it was as if every doubt, fear, pain, or insecurity was just taken away from me. It was a feeling that was so profound that I weeped tears of Joy at the Beauty of it. There was no judgement, only Acceptance. There was no fear, only Security. There was no wrong, only Right. There was no suffering or death, only Life. There was no hate, only Light. There was no pain, anger, or guilt…only Unconditional Love.
So, what does “Heaven on Earth” mean to me? It means that as I’ve Learned and stumbled along the way there is only one thing that I seek and it’s to be able to feel that fully once again. It means that through this “research” that I’ve done I now understand that this Love Energy is Real and as we approach the peak of this energy we all have the opportunity as a Collective Consciousness to reach the Peak of Unconditional Love that I describe. If we were ALL able to Feel this Torsion Energy of Unconditional Love it will in fact begin the process of manifesting Heaven on Earth. It means that as all of you have raised your energies for me it is possible for all of US to raise our energies for “them”. It means that if every single person felt this Heaven of Unconditional Love for even one moment our reality will be Forever changed. If every person on the Planet felt this for even one moment it would soften the core of the hardest Heart! If we all felt this for even one moment than there is Hope beyond Hope that we will come together in Humanity. I’m saying that there will be no one left that will be able to deny this Love that our Creator has for us and this is when we will be able to come to this realization on a Global level. It would be such a profound moment of realization that the world would stop in it’s very tracks and sit down to pray and hug their loved ones close to them. They would mend the bridges of their relationships that were washed away by the flood of duality. They would bask in the Light that the veil has covered for so very long. It would be a moment when everyone on the Planet puts down their weapons and makes their way Home. It would be a moment when everyone who has the ability to do so will open their wallets, pantries, and homes. It would be a moment when no one would want to charge one another for the Gifts the Creator has given us and will open the doors to Free Trade. We would be free to explore our Beautiful Mother Earth because there will no longer be borders between us. It will be the moment that we See Mother Earth and begin to care for her. It will be the moment that we will know where our Loved Ones who have passed are and when we will remember where we come from. We will embrace Diversity because there will be no more fear. We will forgive each other and ourselves because there will be no more anger. There will be no more guilt because we would all understand that without this Love we had “nothing”. There would be no more pain because we have the ability to soothe and heal one another and Mother Earth. In that moment the only “judgement” will come from within. There will be only Love but it will be on such a deep level that there can be nothing left to do but to pursue it with one another. Nothing left to do than to strive for this together which we have all felt together.
I also had a vision when I woke up and it was a vision of ALL of Humanity Lighting the surface of Mother Earth with Love…we were glowing like fireflies. The only “fear” I have left inside is that I will never feel it again but I know that my Creator Loves me and wouldn’t show me these things for me to “long” for them so. I felt this because it is Real, True, and obtainable for us all. It is what they call Passover into a new age and why the Egyptians built their temples. It is where the common threads lie throughout Time and History because it is Truth and we will experience this together. It doesn’t matter to me if it comes quickly or slowly as long as it is coming. It’s the Revelation that is spoken of in the bible and the Mayan Prophecy of Rebirth. It is crossing the Rainbow Bridge and what the Buddhists call Enlightenment. It is the Rapture and the second coming of Jesus Christ but it is our Christ Consciousness that will be awakened. It is the defeating of the “anti-christ” in that we forgot we were Divine Beings all along so we are only defeating what once was. The Abundance that we will have will be an Abundance of Unconditional Love and everything in the World is solvable from this “place”. I’m quivering with Excitement as I picture it in my Mind and as I Feel it in my Mind’s Eye. This is what it means to come HOME. It is the knowing that we will live forever, and ever, and ever…And, I Believe with everything that I AM. What’s left right now is just a final letting go of what used to be. Say your goodbyes as Green Day says in the song “Good Riddance”:
“Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don’t ask why
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.”