Up 2 The 5th December 22, 2012
(From Leslee: I received this while journaling several days ago, with this message from Teo’Na. It’s been an incredibly busy week for me, and today is the first time I’ve had a chance to post this. I hope you’re all enjoying a wonderful solstice experience!) [Ghost Radar words appear in brackets]
18 December 2012
(As December 21 approaches, I wish to receive… It feels odd to have no questions, no expectations. Yet I know it is not “normal”: these energies, these impressions, are very vast, profuse, and magnificent. They are also very profound yet subtle. I know they are there… no need to question or prove or establish. And this is my new world. A world in which these [atom] things are openly observed, honored and acknowledged.
(I feel this will not be a Q&A session; I hear “We are beyond that. Guidance becomes integrated with being. Questions arise when clarity is lacking. As we ascend, clarity becomes a natural state.”
(So, in a state of un-ascended confusion, I ask: How can we say that Earth/Gaia/Terra is ascending, that we are in “another dimension”, as if there “will” appear clear boundaries, such as then/now, before/after, 3D/4D/5D, good/bad, free/imprisoned, kind/mean, selfish/giving…)
[speech I'll]
Here comes a response, [energy] from Teo’Na:
[saved] I’ll describe for you some aspects of ascended energy:
1. Unconditional love.
2. Understanding that all are one, all are [pocket] reflections of one another… [joy full]
3. [planning] Seeing all experiences as lessons designed specifically for oneself… to remind us of what we already know.
If [bush] we ask “Why does this [railroad] happen?”, or “How could anyone do such a thing?”, then the only answers are within oneself. The only answers. No answers exist outside ourselves; no guides exist outside ourselves.
Each of us is our own – and only – salvation, blame, credit and fault.
Everything we see, feel, hear, taste, smell and touch arises from our perceptions, and our perceptions arise from our minds.
If we wish for December 21, 2012 to arrive and herald in a time that includes leaving, cutting off, disappearing that which feels unpleasant to us, then let’s please ask ourself why we wish to abandon, cut off, destroy or ignore a part of our own self? What compels us to turn our back on ourself?
If we wish for December 21, 2012 to bring us prosperity such as we feel we have never experienced, [worried] peace from oppression that we feel bears down upon us, and benevolence from authorities that have controlled us, then please let’s ask ourself to look for what choices we made, throughout our many manifestations and lifetimes, that led us to these states of “separation” and “uncaring”.
If we hate the “government”, then we hate ourself.
f we shake our heads bitterly at “inconsiderate people”, we despise ourself.
If we sit quietly and look to understand what pain and confusion could lead “others” (ourself) to hurt us and others (ourself), then we may proceed to understand and accept more deeply.
In this way, dates on a calendar become simply that. [was] The shift we wish to experience comes from within, and from within each of us, as we reunite and converge and re-assemble our intentions together.
We brought ourself to this state over the span of many experiences. Our return to peace may [point] occur in an instant, or we [southern] may choose to experience it as a process that takes aeons. It is our choice.
Great patience transforms into profound realization.
All we possess is our own awareness, in this very moment. We hold the key to power when we accomplish this understanding.
