(My own experience may help those who have deep-seeded fears)
Not too long ago, I was no longer nudged, but told to leave my home. Soon after I arrived at my new destination, I was confronted with a man who posed a death threat towards my existence, because of my Light. Until one is faced with such a situation, you don't know how you'd react. Although I did not show it, I reacted with fear. I tried and tried to release it, but the fear was so deep-seeded that there was no way to release it, except to face the fear head-on. I know this because of two visions I had of two different, but similar scenarios.
The first vision was of my new present location. It involved me and the man who posed the death threat. He broke in and had a knife. There was a scuffle, and I ended up on the floor, shaken. I heard a voice say "I'm an undercover cop and have been watching him for days". He was holding me gently, and as I looked at him, I recognized him immediately. I had awakened to the 5th, and I felt at peace.
The second vision was at the location I left from. I was walking down the street, not even a half a block down, when two men grabbed me, and with the intent to kill me with knives, was intervened by an undercover cop. Yeah, the same cop who I recognized immediately, and again awakened in the 5th feeling at peace.
Okay, here's the thing. All of my life, this life, I've held a fear of knives and being attacked. This was a deep-seeded fear. I know this because of a dream I had that showed me of a past-life failed mission as a Light holder. I was brutally attacked by several men which I died from multiple stab wounds. So, I knew that in order for me to release that fear, I had to re-live it so that I could release it.
Now, my title of this blog is that you can change your 3D experience, and you can...with a little help as I did.
Have you ever heard of a "heart wall"? Well, a heart wall is a wall around your heart that your subconscious creates to protect your heart from pain, fear, etc. I heard of this accidently as I was searching another spiritual site, Ashtar Command. I did some research on this and have found that there is a woman named Shanie who can actually release these "deep-seeded" emotions that make up the heart wall. First, she offers a free evaluation to see if one has a heart wall. I took it, and yes, I did have one. At the present, I've gone through 6 sessions with her, and one of the deep-seeded fears she had released from me was that of the "terror" of being attacked with a knife. It is gone from me, forever. Having done that, I no longer have to have that experience re-created in order to release the fear. What a blessing that was and is!
I know that I cannot be the only one who has deep-seeded fears, and I'm sure there are many of you who will have to have your fears re-created in order to release them. This is why I'm writing this blog for you. Please keep in mind that she does charge for this service, but it's well worth it. For now, I am experiencing more joy and love that I've never felt before in this lifetime. Seem worth it? I definitely think so. I recommend her without a shadow of doubt in my mind.
So, here's how my present experience stands today. I have changed the outcome of my awakening into the 5th. When I will awaken is now up to the agreement between me, my higher self and our Creator. As time progresses, I am receiving more psychic abilities which will allow me to know more. Until then, I no longer have to worry about ever being attacked with a knife again.
I hope those of you who have deep-seeded fears will make the ultimate decision: Recreate it? Or Release it? It's your choice to make. I wish your heart wall well.
Love and Light,
d'tewa
