Michele,

I Am a veteran nurse of 18 years and my call to nursing is like the call that some of the best pastors of old days received their calling.  I used my spiritual gifts to include Reiki and Healing with the Angels and Masters in my healing practices.  I have used meditation, hypnosis as well as the prescribed medical treatments that were ordered by the physicians in their care.  If they refused the medications the doctors ordered, it was their right and I didn't force on them.  I treated all of my patients as though they were my own family regardless of the ethnicity or spirituality because this is what I was taught as Holistic health care.  Through the years, I always secretly told my patients that were open minded of my spiritual gifts and I would give them these alternative therapies if they were open and asking.  I saw many miraculous healing in many of these patients to the point that scheduled surgeries that were canceled because these healings.  It wasn't my healing that did this though, it was my faith and their faith in God working through my hands that caused these healings.  I always prayed with them and gave them healing trinkets of Angels.  I was merely a physical conduit for their 3D view of God working through me because I always asked God to use me in whatever way he deemed necessary to heal the sick and injured and poor.  Faith, Trust and Love is the key to all of these and it is a necessary in alternative healing therapies.  

In my years, I have personally and independantly saved the lives of patients that were in a crisis situation by my quick action and my gifts as a medical intuitive to be there at the exact time to save them from death by personally doing CPR etc in a crisis situation.  On the other hand, I have seen much death as well.  I always felt that it was my duty (calling) to be there to be the angel that held their hands when they took their last breath and crossed over.  In my last job, I went into the room of several of my patients moments before death and all of the nurse would move out of the way (and they didn't even know why) so that I could get up to the head of the patient to hold their hand as they took this last breath.  I found out prior to leaving this job that my director of nursing was a former nun of 27 years to become a nurse, Shaman and Reiki practitioner.  When my patient took the last breath she looked at me and said, "Rhonda, call TOD".  I checked the patient for respiratory and heart rate and called it.  I am a Licensed Practical Nurse and only Registered Nurses and Doctors can call this TOD(time of death).

In another situation, I had a patient that was anxious and was showing all signs of dying and I went straight to her and alerted the rest of the staff in case I had to code her.  One of the nurse called her priest in.  I stabilized this patient and later came back in without the knowledge that it was her priest that was visiting with her and told her that AA Raphael was with her.  Later that evening when I went back in to speak with her she told me that that was her priest that was with her and she told me that he had told her that I was also one of the Angels that was with her at the time.  She was literally glowing with Joy, Happiness and Relief. I always secretly prayed for my patients.  

Again, it wasn't me, it was the patient's and my faith in God and the Angels that did this work. 

I have also seen much sadness and death in nursing also because ultimately it is the person's soul's decision whether they want to live or die and no one can intervene but God in this decision.  All we can do is try to help give them strength and courage and much TLC in whatever their soul's decision might be without judgement or blame on them or God.  But for me, with every person I saw die and because I loved them all so much even if they were difficult it was as though it took a peice of my own soul away.  In the end I eventually gave up and started dying myself from the inside out.  

I have had more than enough  close calls with death in the past 5 years but in the end, my strength and courage returned and I have made a complete recovery and now all of my doctors and nurse of recent are calling me their Miracle Child.  I have always believed in Miracles and have always had Faith, Trust and a Heart full of love for everyone I my strength, love and Faith in God's Amazing Grace saved me from Imminent Death a month ago.  

I am really disturbed nowadays that lack of genuine love, care and concern in the medical industry is so bad.  Some, but not all.  There are still some good one's there.  I can't do the traditional work anymore and will return to my alternative healing  after I have made a total and complete recovery myself and I am already 90% on my way now.  People will learn to believe more in the spiritual gifts of healing when they see a person whom has had many Miraculous healings take place in their lives.

If I can make a complete and total recovery in myself through love, faith, trust and belief and move these mountains that were ahead of me; everyone else can to.  You have to decide that you want to heal and live in this new Golden AGE of Love & Peace on Mother HEART.

BE AT PEACE!  TEACH ONLY LOVE

Always Bless All Hearts, this is the building blocks to your mansions in Heaven.  I AM living in mine now with a wonderful man that loves and adores me as much as I do him, 2 beautiful healthy daughters with my strength, courage and wisdom, a family that loves me and is proud of my strength and miracle of recovery and living in complete and total freedom and love.

Bless Your Heart Love,

Rhiannon/Pergamum Sage