Sometimes we have sparrows singing in our chests. Sometimes we have the cold raw sound of crows stealing the serenity of a new day.
Sometimes we cherish ourselves and find the strength to carry on, in spite of the hollowness that seems so prevalent in these end of days. We pull together and find the cracks where the light gets in. Sometimes that pull requires all our strength. If we can’t gather that, we crumble.
We tend to forget ourselves, don’t honor ourselves, eyes can’t catch the beauty anymore and we move into a darker space. We curse the Matrix, we curse our past, we perceive everything mundane as a pile of shit, we go very dark.
Clichés cast aside, we need The Love.
We forget to receive. We have to receive. There has to be a balance. No soul in this world is an island, well maybe we all are, but if we are, islands are connected through water.
Someone said to me the other day: “I feel like entering in a relationship will contradict my spiritual work, which I’m here to do, but sometimes I get so lonely.”
I don’t always get it, since I don’t subscribe to the decision making in this world that is either this or that. It is often both.
Maybe we fabricate opposites to keep ourselves safe against love and intimacy.
It depends on where we’re coming from. We may have a history of betrayal, getting tricked, getting left behind. Maybe it was done to us, maybe we did it. But it’s history and we can’t let that define our further choices. It’s a loveless dead end street and we cannot prevail in such a place.
A lot of us are a bit weird.
We know there’s a matrix, we know a lot folks don’t know. And I’m not being elitist here – I really just think I’m stating the obvious: there still aren’t that many out there we can resonate with in understanding where we collectively are in time and space right now.
It limits the options, doesn’t it?
And then we set out to find other ways to find love….
We know there’s a lot of love out there still. The collective love vibe is picking up tremendous speed and the frequency is high. That’s really something. That’s really revolutionary. That is the clue in which we’re connected, It’s the water between the Isles. From muddy boots to shiny shoes: it impacts.
We need that fuel since we’re pilgrims to this world. Sometimes our hearts sings: “And I can’t stay alone tonight”, when it does, when it calls it seems like that high altitude metaphysical love doesn’t cut it anymore.
We need: In the Flesh.
We need it to manifest in the physical. We need the touch. We need eyes to disappear in. We need warm healing fingers up our spine. We need to hear a breathing beside us.
We need the boost in that. We need the charging in that. Or we will crumble and we can’t afford to crumble.
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Very nice Soren
Dear Soren,
That is poetically put and moving. It's that harmony of spiritual and physical love I dream of but haven;t really found much in my life so I have tended getting older to avoid the physical much of the time but yes one does get lonely; one is only human still for all one;s metaphysic adventures. We still inherit the old energy dynamic so prevalent in religions of suspicion of sex and mistrust and fear of physicality or go the other extreme as much of modern western culture to worship and idolization of body and bodily love so many of us still reflect that imbalance microcosmically - It's an area one of the last perhaps along with that other nitty gritty bitch of a thing the money thing work thing that needs healing in me but I honestly don't know how. Being in 3d world at work in the old job is a bloody killer of my spirit! and I tend to get exhausted and lose balance the physical too has to transform as I have transformed in consciousness but it's very heavy very slow!!!
Sometimes as i approach elder years I just wanna wig out it[s too painful and difficult but hey ho on I go!
Love,
Al
Thank you.
Yes, I know the feeling you are talking about also - "You are never alone!" is what we hear all the time, but man, it sure FEELS like it at times with no one to talk to, and everywhere we go, ie: grocery store, gas station, etc, they certainly don't seem to know what is going on, on a cosmic scale... I test the waters frequently to get reactions and ha ha. I'm the weird one... :) It's hard being a Lightworker at this time on Earth, especially if you are not part of a larger group of like minded people. I'm married to a man who shares my understanding of what is going on with Earth Central and the cosmos, but still, we are very very different. You don't have to be alone to feel lonely; I have just decided that since I KNOW there are lots of LIghtworkers out there who DO understand, that THEY are my tribe, and that this limbo so many of us are in, IS temporary. Our HEART connects us all, in a more immediate way than being ONE with ALL, since I know they (the Lightworkers) DO understand and are sending out love and support to me, too. THEY are my family. I visit Lightworker's.org frequently and there are many on there I resonate with, and as such, THEY are my family. Can I hear them breathing at night? no. :) I just wanted to say, you are not alone in your angst, as many of us are feeling the same thing, at this crazy formative time on Earth, but from what I hear, things are about to change!! LOVE and SUPPORT to YOU <3 :) gaiasdaughter