Conversations between My Heart & My Mind…Part 1
~GALACTIC LOVE REPORTER Denize Sarikoz~
Good Morning…
Today I woke up having my mind bombarding me with thoughts….about people, situations and of course calculating mundane stuff….but last night during my meditation I realized my heart and my mind talk totally different from each other…LOL…well, at least now I am able to realize the difference
I was thinking what if I was famous…or known…my life would be very different…probably I would have lived in a better neighborhood (though I love my neighborhood)….I would have cars, houses, very fake friends and bunch of fans to keep me up, make me believe that I am very special ….:-) sound cool ha! lol
haha I was thinking how would it be then?….:-) Of course my mind was thinking but I go back to my heart and ask my higher self…would it be easier for me to achieve my spiritual growth?…No, said my heart…NO…it would be very hard to achieve what you have achieved with fame and big ego…
Just getting lost in worldly stuff would have kept me busy, my mind would be very busy to hear the voice in my heart…
mind would let me compete all the time…stay on top or be better than this & that….No, said my heart,
you wouldn’t be who you are today if your name was on the billboards…and I smiled at my my mind…I am here to go beyond with my human-self…how could I be selfless and pure lightworker when I only work and be harsh to people just because of my name?…how could I treat people like they are less special then me?…I am 30 years old…yes very young physically but my soul is very old to realize that being human is just part of existing…for money, name, fans and a stage for my games wouldn’t satissfy my heart & soul purpose…Fame would have kept me busy with just being a slave to what I have to stay in…I saw this slavery in so many famous people’s eyes…and I know that in my heart they are not happy….they are only happy on stage because they only “think”…what people think they are is who they are…their mind(ego) keeps them like a slave…anything they do…they seperate themselves from people…people assume money & being known brings them happiness…they just dont realize that happiness comes within, and that peaceful place can’t be bought with money, fans & spotlights…I am verry happy I didnt become famous before I realized the ego/mind power and games…thanks to so many people around the world who are famous but not half away spiritual and aware as us lightworkers…I am content…my heart doesn’t need approval…I passed the test …I am choosing the light and higher frequencies…this doesn’t satissfy my thirst for spiritual growth…anything keeps me in lower frequencies is no good for me…only a lesson to see and learn from it…
Always follow your heart…the truth is there…nowhere else
Love & Light…
Denize Sarikoz