By Caroline Aguiar
Yesterday, after having read “Communications With My Higher Self”, which mentioned my latest tussle with fear, my good friend Annette D. sent me a lovely email loaded with encouragement.
She told me about something she heard in the Speaking With Self Recordings which went like this: Say to your Higher Self, “Be here now, now be here. Be me now. Be more of me now than you were yesterday. Be more of me tomorrow than you are today. Let me see things from your eyes, as you have always seen things through my eyes.”
I did this, and when I read it, my Higher Self sent me a big “Yes”. I didn’t think about it afterwards, and I went on with my day as usual.
This morning during meditation time, I felt My Higher Self’s energy around me again, and she encouraged me to go deep into my heart, which is what I’ve been working on with her. I physcially felt my consciousness move inside my body, and today, I saw myself looking out through my own eyes. My meditation place has a large closet door in front of me made of glass so I can see my reflection. As I looked out through my eyes while in the meditative state, I saw my reflection in the mirror had completely changed.
What I saw, was the girl again, and my face was hers. She wore a white gown, with long, wavy brown hair which fell around her shoulders. Her bright green eyes smiled back at me, my eyes locked with hers, and then the vision came.
I watched the girl in the mirror, and my thoughts turned towards Gaia, our beautiful planet, nature, and all life in general. Warmth filled my heart, and I felt as if I were floating again. I was shown the sky, and I could see the clouds moving as if something were pushing them, like the wind yet I felt no wind, but a force was moving in the very air around me.
Then the girl, and I stood on top of a mountain overlooking the world, and I heard the words Gaia, and then suddenly there were fires in various locations, I saw tractors and bulldozers destroying the earth, I saw people fighting, killing each other, and I saw mass graves. At that point in the vision, this disturbed me so, I said, “No”, no more, and the girl looked at me, and said Yes! She wanted me to see the rest of it.
I looked on, and I saw how humans have slowly scarred, and crippled the earth, our dear Gaia throughout history, and time. I felt incredible sadness, and yes, I felt shame.
She then showed me another scene, off to my right side which was also of Gaia, but in this particular scene there was unimaginable beauty, and light in everything I saw. The sun was shinning brightly, the sky was a clear, bright blue. There were lush green forests, clear running water in the rivers below us, and the sound of children’s laughter somewhere off in the distance. There was great happiness, and peace everywhere.
I looked toward the horizon, my gaze now in the middle of both scenes, and there was a line drawn between the two. My eyes followed the line which led back to me on the mountain to where I stood. I noticed the line ended right between my feet. It dawned on me, I was straddling both worlds. One was a world of chaos, duality and destruction. The other was a world of beauty, harmony, love, and great peace.
It was as if I was being given a choice. Which world was I to choose? Maybe at this time in our ascension process, and with the coming new year, we are all being given a choice. Are we truly willing to let go of what holds us within the illusion? We say yes, as I have done myself many times, but can we merge deep enough within our hearts, and truly see what beliefs, and/or issues may still keep us bound within a world of dualistic beliefs, and ways of being?
It’s quite like waging war within ones self. A tug of war back and forth over the line which is drawn for us, in plain site, and fully within our grasp, and understanding.
I stood on the mountain, and watched Gaia, in her most glorious, pristine form before me, and suddenly great pillars of what appeared to be, rose quartz crystal sprout up in various locations. I sensed these pillars were all over the world, and the girl, my Higher Self, confirmed this was true. I asked her what they were made of, and what they were for, but she indicated it wasn’t time for me to know yet.
Just a note: For any of you who know me, there’s no way I could ever write this many posts, or get them published so fast. Every time my thoughts hit upon a specific subject, I feel intense tingling all over my body. I carry on with the thought, and the tingling subsides. This to me, is an indication it’s something that needs to be said. I think I have help in getting this out to you (ah, more tingling!) so fast.
In conclusion:
The New Year is fast approaching, and what will our New Years resolutions be? That’s for each, and every one of us to decide for ourselves. We know our path, and where we’re at and if we put our absolute trust in the universe, we will be guided to what’s right for each and every one of us in the best, and highest way; for our greatest good.
It’s my guess many of us will feel inspired to let go of what no longer serves us, for good. It’s about letting go of the safety net we want to hold onto, yet on the other hand, there’s a part of us that wants to let go of it, too.
It’s hard to let go of the only way of being that we’ve ever known, or at least we think it’s all we’ve ever known. If we let go of all the false beliefs, and negative programs instilled within us, what will we be left with?
Our divine truth, and that’s all we need. The last leap over the line which divides the two worlds, and our way of being requires a great amount of faith to make the jump. I believe we can do it, and as a collective we have to do it if we are to continue our work in the New Paridigm, with the full restoration, and healing, of our beloved home, Gaia!
Much love to all,
Caroline
