DEAR FRIENDS- I know that many of you are struggling with pain and suffering that are very hard to bear. You often feel at the limit of your strength- weighed down by emotional anguish and depression, fear and worry, physical illness, self-doubt and despair. Let me reassure you that you do not deserve any of this- and that it need not be your fate.
I promise you that no matter how deep your dark night of the soul or how long it has lasted- THERE IS A WAY through the darkness back to the blessed light of day.
There is a miracle waiting for you....
You can trust that I very much understand the demons of torment and desperation you wrestle with. I went through terrible physical illness and non-stop emotional anguish for decades myself. Just like you I longed unendingly for inner peace, for a single hour of happiness. For a cooling drop of mercy on my tongue to ease the fires of anguish in my body, mind and spirit.
In the end I was able to find real inner peace. And the grace of daily happiness that I had hoped to find. And complete physical healing of my so-called "incurable" disease.
How did I face every obstacle, the terrible fatigue and hopelessness I felt every single day for years? How did I keep stepping out of my "victim conditioning" and keep taking self-healing actions- again and again and again? It was because I knew that the one thing in the world that could save me- in truth the only thing that could rescue me from the hell my childhood and illness had placed me in- was learning to love myself. And to stay focussed on loving myself a little more each day, in any and every way I could.
NO... MATTER... WHAT!
The more I focussed on seeing the good in me, the beauty in me, the validity of my emotional pain and the preciousness of me as a person- the more my despair lifted and the stronger I became inside. This all took years- and it took every ounce of courage, grit and determination I had.
But I never gave up on me- and because I stayed true to myself all the way I found the love and healing I so desperately needed. And completely deserved!
So I urge you to do as I once did. Slowly but surely turn within and learn to Unconditionally Love and Believe in YOU. The many Self-Love practices I have placed in my NOTES section for all to use will help you achieve this. Reach out and find the right helpers- no one can do this alone! And remember that to find real inner peace- and claim your birthright of happiness- you have to let all the stored-up emotional pain and stress out of your body, heart and spirit.
The more you bravely and compassionately work at all of this the more alive you will become and the better you will feel. If I could do it- as utterly imprisoned in hell as I once was- you can do it too!
The same Unstoppable Force of Life and Invinceable Power of Love that healed my body, raised my spirit and restored my soul is alive in your depths- and in everyone's. Make a torch of your passion, your faith, your burning desire to be free and journey ever inward to that Sacred Living Core- and I promise that you that a blessed miracle of love will redeem you too. LOTS OF LOVE- BRIAN
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